this is huiyun

2009-12-17T22:59:00.002+08:00

No More "TEEN" tml

A veri big thank you to my beloved royals for the present =DD
Love it so muchh!! Veri the practical hehehe...

But sad to say on my birthday tml, i am gonna CAMP in sch frm 12p.m. till 11p.m. can!! ARGHHH SCREWED the make up lecture at night!!! Total turn off!!!

2009-12-15T19:15:00.003+08:00

NICE DRAMAS

Slackin as usual !! arghh.. Last few weeks had been chionging 2 nice dramas!

1st is GONG XIN JI ( hong kong drama)

Nice and exciting X33

2nd is You're beautiful ( korean drama)

This is a must watch!! Love die ROMANCE !!! Actors are of coz handsome and cute!!! one of them kinda look like lee min ho in my opinion !! HEHEE...

No regrets watching

Lastly Autumn concerto by vanness and Hi my sweetheart by luo zhi xiang and rainie yang =DD Keep following the drama wk by wk =DD

Dramas are sooo addictive can!! And nw tt i hv watched all i felt empty!! I duno wat to do on my com anymore~~ So here i am clearing dust on my blog.

Anyway MAIN POINT here... I am in love wid a veri CUTE GUY Nw!!! He is a thai chinese who went US for studies but got spotted by a korean cast team there . He thus went to korea for 3 yrs.. learning how to sing and dance and of coz KOREAN!! Soo... he can speak english, thai, korean and chinese!! He is nw in a group band 2p.m.

MOST IMPT, he is uberrrrrrrrr CUTE and HOT!! *DROOLED*

NICHKHUN

He seriously look like a baby *PINCHED*

And he dun look thai!! haa

2009-10-06T10:52:00.002+08:00

Parking is hard!!!

I cant seem to park well!!
I cant seem to visualise!!
Roar...

Initially i tot i was like stupid why cant i park...
Den i ask ard ... hmm seems like most ppl hv the same problem at first!!
So i nv feel sooo demoralised already!!!

My dad teach until he pek cek and keep say me!! TSKK!!!!
RAWR!! i gt to train hard =DD
Any tips ppl??!! LOl

My onli problem nw is parking!!
I seems to hv a lil phobia nw...ARGHHH!!!

Anyway ... 3 more days baby will be back=DD
time pass damn fast can!!
Maybe tis 3 wks i hv been real bz thus i feel it tt way!!

2009-10-01T16:44:00.002+08:00

TP PASSED =DDDDDD

So nervous today can!! roar...
It is a rainy day somemore ..i was soo scared it may affect my driving!!

I prayed hard and soon rain stop when my test start.
OMG the tester is sooo STRICT CAN!!!
A lil stuff keep say me !! Make me soo demoralised when driving la...tskk

I was like thinkin haiz die le la sure fail de...
But heng in the end PASS!!!
Afterwhich my instructor told me the testor veri strict de..
He can fail 8-9 ppl out of 10 those kind!!!
Which means initially i think how strict was the testor was right!!!

REALLI GOD BLESS!! i pass =DDD
Sooo happy ..heheee.. heng ahh!!!

I FINALLY CAN DRIVE!!
sooon will start practising wid dad car...heee *CANT WAIT*

Thz for those wishes frm friends X33

2009-09-24T20:45:00.002+08:00

SCH STARTED

It has been 3 days sch started!!
I seriously duno why juz 3 hr lesson can tired me out so much!! ROAR!!!

Is it becoz of travelling time??!
Is it becoz lecture boring?!!
Or is it becoz i am juz LAzy!!!???

SAd to say i cant find a studying buddy!!
How to motivate myself?!! PATHETIC ME =(

I hope i can do well for tis yr=DD
NO SLACKING heheee (i hope)

Nxt wk will be my TP!! ahhhhh
Feel soo stressful tis two weeks =((

I MISSED MY BABY!!!
10 oct u will be back ..I am waiting hehehee X33

2009-09-22T18:43:00.003+08:00

ScH Starts TOday!!!!

Had to wake up soo early again =((
roar... though is onli 3 hr lecture, i still duno how i can get so tired after it!!!
i need to buck up =DD

tis two weeks will be rather bz and stressful for me
Need to study and also worried for my coming driving test!! roar...

HOPE EVERYTHING WILL GO SMOOTHLY

Oh baby had gone to thailand yesterday nite!!
i felt sad coz i cant send him off..
and worst i hv nt been meeting him for weeks!!!
DEVASTATED i can say =(

Wish him to be safe.. waiting for his return 10/10 =D

2009-09-19T21:25:00.003+08:00

COUNT DOWN 2 MORE DAYS

SCH is finally STARTING!!!
Brand new start and i am soo GONNA STUDY HARD

I SWEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

But for nw Sth keep bothers me...which is my pox..ROAr..
still hv some left on my face!
How to make up?!
How to go out of hse?! roar...

Due to the pox i hv nt gone out for like near 3 wks!
Nv get to see baby =((
Cant even send him off to the airport on mon =(((
TERRIBLE FEELING !!!!

Tml will be bee and i 2 yr 1 mth X33
But he will be going off to thailand...roar...

U are being missed by me bee=D

2009-09-16T13:00:00.003+08:00

1 wk 3 days

These days at home was a torture.
And i manage to overcome it =D

Drying up process is rather irritating..
waiting for it to drop is like WOAH... Wan drop dun wan drop like tt!!
ARGHhhh

Nxt wk sch start !!! Like finally..LOl!!
Gonna realli chiong hard le =D
no more like yr 1 i hope!!

PRAY PRAY
My pox go away by nxt wk!!
I WAN NICE FACE!! =PPP

Babee will be goin off to thailand when my sch start..Arghh..
AND chicken pox comes at the wrong time!!
I NV SPEND MUCH TIME WID HIM!!! -Dead-
Lookin forward to him coming back den..BO BIAN =((

AND OH YA...

3 more lessons will den be my TP already!! GODDD!!!
I hv nt been practising tis 1 wk due to POX!!
1st oct is the day!! PRAY one time pass =D
NO NERVOUS PLS !!!!

Like alot of events sia... driving if pass den i can concentrate studies=DD

JIA YOU to me =D

2009-09-12T18:55:00.002+08:00

POXY WEEK !!!!

Roar.. I FINALLY GOT CHICKEN POX !! LOL

It all started on mon..i was feeling unwell like having headache and eye pain. Still i went for my driving lesson and at nite went for work!! So somehow i feel sth is wrong wid me le but still duno wat it is...

Den nxt morning... i felt icthiness on my body.. i tot was normal rashes or pimples i scratches some..LOL.. DIE!! den den SHOCKED me... i realised those was chicken pox !!! Roar... i saw some more at other places too... MY parents juz went out for breakfast and first thing i quickly call em !! they rush back and send me to the clinic!!

After seeing the doc..WA suddenly face pop out soo MANY!! lol.. all started to pop pop pop!! Soo for the subsequent days i cant work le =(( It was the wk i need to work n earn MOST!! roar!! I guess i got the pox when working in the clinic since last wk or so ba =((

heng thing is my sch start on the 22..and tp is at 1st oct.. so by the time i should hv recover =DD my mummy say quite gd to hv it nw instead of even later !! First few days was rather torturing...feelin weak and all.. but nw starting to dry up! tt why i HV THE ENERGY here to write!! ROAR

the thing i scared nw is maybe my bee will GET SPREAD by me?! Coz sat and sun we still went out tgt... And he will be goin to thailand for training..If wan come out lets pray he come out b4 going.. LOL..

2009-08-08T23:19:00.004+08:00

bored bored BORED!!!

It have been wks i hv not seen bee le... due to his eyes infection!
haiz.. is rather sian for me coz wkends juz gone to waste like tt!!
i cant blame him... but i juz feel damn alone...

UNEXPLAIN-ABLE

Ok.. soo due to the boredom...I seriously wanna find stuff to spend my time off!! SOOO today i am a GD GIRL..
I packed my room...It was a messy initially and in the end..WOAH everything are all cleared!!!

MY ROOM IS FRESH AND CLEAN!! SUPER DUPER!!!

2009-07-17T23:13:00.002+08:00

Great & Tiring day....

Driving today!! As usual...Drive to tamp and i am already getting the hang of it !!!! heee... but it can be veri tiring!! haaaa...

Sooo after driving went to meet baby!! Went to marina sq!! Wanted to hv seoul garden but was too packed!! DISAPPOINTED!! in the end coz i am tooo HUNGRY.. soo went to thai express and eat!! STILL YUM YUM =DD

Nice day but was tooo TIRED!! haaa

2009-07-14T14:30:00.003+08:00

DRIVING WAS A WOOHOOO

Great driving today =)) NO MORE STUPID MISTAKES!! hehee...
And my practial test is BOOKED!! It is on the 1st Oct!! 11.45a.m...*PRAY*

I hope i can juz one time pass!! Heee.. soo realli muz pray hard!!!

happy me =))

2009-07-13T21:33:00.004+08:00

2 Hrs Yet tired !!!

Juz gt back home from work!! TIRING NITE but i love to be bz rather than nth to do =)) Today hv quite a number of patients and i am getting the hang of it!! heee I SURVIVED!!

I am feeling bored...thus came and blog!!
Nw shall say abt some feelings in me!!

UNDERSTANDING IS THE KEY!!

Sometimes i seriously feel tt u should be more understanding...
Havent i been understanding to u??
Havent i been spending enuff time wid u??

And when can u UNDERSTAND wat i am saying?!!

Why keep repeating when u said u understand...
Why keep repeating when u said u will respect my decision..
I SERIOUSLY WONDER WHY??!!

Everytime u react tis way..
turns out we quarreling... TIRED of it...
So nw..So today... I wont get agitated...
COZ I KNEW IT COMIN!!
Even if agitated also no use... Plus makes things worst..
I LEARNT MY LESSON!!!

I juz hope u can be like GROW UP??
I juz hope u can be UNDERSTANDING??

enuff of ranting... I guess for a couple to work out rite..UNDERSTANDIN is the key!!
To be understandin to each other...Give in when times are right...Love is all abt GIve and take!! NO CONTROL pls...

I am alright..We are alright..juz wanna rant abit =))

2009-07-10T22:11:00.005+08:00

HAPPIEEEE DAY =D

Today my driving lesson again!! Tis is the 3rd lesson already!! And soo fast drive till sooo far le!! Today i drove to tamp!!! NOT TOO BAD!! Only got one mistake!! ARGHHH!!!Serious!!

On the way back nearly had an accident!! Tsk... maybe coz knowing tt i am going back le soo kinda relax and stone stone like tt le... I DUNO WHY!! Coz suddenly the traffic turn orange..DEN I JUZ SUDDENLY BRAKE near to the centre of the junction!! ROAR

ALL I HEARD WAS " WHY STOP ??? GO GO GO!!!!!" by the instructor ...Den i immediately faster accelerate!!! WA... heng at tt point no car behind...

IF NOT DIE!!

JY TO ME!!! No more stupid mistake!!!

Afterwhich went to town to meet BABEE =DD

It has been rather long since i go TOWN!!!

Watched THE HAUNTING IN THE CONNECTICUT!!

NICE SHOW!! (SCARY)

Den off to explore the new shopping centre =)

THE ORCHARD CENTRAL beside somerset station....

Woah is a nice building ...Got 10 storey high ..WAY TOO SPACIOUS!!

The lift is DAMN COOL... =)) GLASS LIFT...

HAPPY DAY OVERALL =)))))

Look how spacious behind!! ( level 1)

2009-07-06T22:10:00.003+08:00

PARENTS ARE BACK FRM HOLIDAY =D

Days w/o mummy is a torture..though i do pack up the house..but i still feel like messy and all..HAAA CHORES are such a trouble!!! Glad tt they are back =))

Had dinner wid em...and off i go to work!! heheee

Today was quite ok..still can manage =)))

TML IS MY DRIVING AGAIN!! woooHooooo .. =D

Sun

Went to watch TRANSFORMER 2 Wid baby in the noon ...A MUZ WATCH!!!

Nice show!!

And the sound track of it is in my playlist nw!! 21 guns - GREEN DAY!! nice =D

ILY X3

2009-07-03T14:10:00.003+08:00

FIRST DRIVING LESSON

Woahhh...EXCITING!!!!

SOoo COINCIDENCE....

WHY??

Coz my instructor live under the SAME BLOCK as me!! LOL... he saw my address on the pdl he shocked!! LOl... DEn he tell me i shocked!! Lol... SOoo QIAO CAN.. den he said can buy 4D already!! haaa... Coz it is veri hard to like teach someone under the same block de..Lol... I live on 8 floor..he 11 floor!! Chi-eurasion ...nt bad looking!! ahaaa...

HOW WAS IT???

Hmmm.. was rather nervous..but heng i learn auto...Coz i auto already kinda nervous and need look out alot ...if manual i can die!! hee.. drive a few rounds in the circuit...STILL need to master the steering part abit..

My instructor ,DAVIN said i can take my test at ard sept..WOAHh.. tt is fast..aahhaaa... Hope i will one time pass by then!! Hope i can be more calm when turning!!

Nxt tues my driving lesson agaiN!!! LOOKING FORWARD!! wooohooo =D
JYJY to myself...

2009-06-30T13:28:00.003+08:00

MEDICINE NAME MADE ME GO GAGA!!!

Woahhh.. today is first day of training in the clinic =)) Feeling excited...

Hmm... task was rather simple and veri interesting...
BUT BUT I SERIOUSLY CANT READ THE DOC HANDWRITING!!

HAaa i am blurr wid the medicine to take too..ROAR!!! My eyes went bonker..My mind went crazy juz to look at the handwriting and searching for medicine!!

God i duno we need to test urine of maids who come consult the doc...LOL They are normally here to test for pregnancy and hiv..LOL!!!

OVERALL BRAND NEW EXPERIENCE =D

Hope time will make me used to it =))

Will be working tis job for long... even if sch start..Coz officially is onli work on mon NITE onli.. heee

So sry tt i cant make it for food hunt i think.. hv training tml too.. ROAR!!

2009-06-29T18:50:00.003+08:00

THE UNEXPECTED

OMG... Nv find job and yet JOB OPPORTUNITY COME?!! LOL

Today got a phone call suddenly...A receptionist frm a clinic which whenever who are sick my mum will always bring us go there..Hmm Sooo this lady knew my mum and me..and she called ask me whether i am interested in doing part time there!! AWWWWWW

At first i rejected ..but decided to ask her further for details...coz i scared clash wid my driving lessoN!!! sooo yea it did not clasH!! $6 per hr.. and is walking dist frm my hse!! WOOHOO!!!

MONEY MONEY HERE I COME! =)))

Hope i can get to learn more things frm there =DD

Tis few days i hv been spending my time finishing the drama MY GIRL!! lol.. i noe it is veri long le..but last time nv watch..den Channel U showed on wkend...FIND IT ADDICTIVE.. sooo went online finished it off =))

2009-06-23T01:26:00.002+08:00

I CANT GET TO SLP!!!

PLS LISTEN TO

Lee min ho's song...

( My everything)

SUper duper nice can!! ahhh He can sing man =))

It is in my playlist nw =D

Anyway yesterday was MINHO birthday!! haaa...

Arent he handsome * woo*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEE MIN HO x33

2009-06-19T11:22:00.002+08:00

ICE SKATING

Went to kallang ice skate wid the royals yesterday=)) And VICKY came too.. soo long nv see her!! haaa... It was fun..but but but I DUN REALLI NOE HOW TO SKATE!! seriously scared of falling!! They all soo pro can !! SOBB... haaa

After which KFC MEAL!! YUM YUM!!! den follow by ARCADE

DINNER was at bedok 85!! SATAY... STINGRAY

**FEEL SOO UNHEALTHY**

XIAN FETCHED US!! hee.. she drive not bad...but dun realli no the way ah..haha THZ TO ME FOR GUIDING RITE?!! lol... =PP

and we were discussing abt durians...wanted to buy some home..but nv in the end coz duno how to choose also..WAA den when i got home..OMG DURIANS!!! my dad bought!! EAT TILL SOO SHUANG!! roar..

ALL HEATY FOOD !!

Feel guilty..yet EATING IS SOO SHUANG!! *YEA*

2009-06-17T10:07:00.003+08:00

THZ XIAN A MILLIONS TIMES =DDD

The pro xian help me solve the problem of putting music in the blog!! heheee THZ sooo muchhieee =DD

I juz felt the blog abit dull..soooo wanting to hv some musics in it =))

NICE SONGS I CAN SAY!! hahahaa

Doin nth much at home... slacking off my time!!

COZ I AM SERIOUSLY LIKE BROKE!!

Veri tight for this mth =(((

Waiting for the START of my driving lesson in JULY!! Tt will be the time i will feel the stress and being bz ...

BUT EXCITEDNESS!!!!

I need $$$ =((

2009-06-15T12:46:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY =))

Wishing my bee a happy 20th birthday !!!

Happy birthday to you

Happy birthday to YONG CHENG BEE

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!!

Hopes u like those presents and is happy being wid me =D

Much love x33333 frm me =)

2009-06-14T17:41:00.003+08:00

Friday

Had a pre-celebration wid bee coz during his actual birthday on MON he is back in camp =( Went to his hse first to pass him present!! Bought a keyboard EXCELLENT for gaming for him! And tt keyboard is DAMN COOL!!! ahaa..

And oh ya ..actually wanna make sth for him...BUT I FAILED!!! MY FIRST TIME DOING!! roar... It seems simple but yet difficult =(( The thing was making a choc fondue!! But i wanted it be hard on the fruit..But cant!! it was a mess!! hahaaa.... Shall try it again =PPP

In the noon we went over to suntec first for the pc fair thing!! Bee wanna buy sth frm there!! GOD it was sooo damn crowded!!!! Walk till my leg pain..After which we went to hv DINNER at Marina Sq!!

PIZZA AND DEN MOVIE =))

HOME SWEET HOME after tt ...

Happy Advance Birthday !!

2009-06-11T14:52:00.003+08:00

PASSED

Happy Happy me today =)) I PASSED my Ftt test!! haaaa Like zi said if do trial sure can pass de...LOL!!! I worried for nth actually!! haaa.. It was a breeze for me for the test and i am happy for tt!!!

Nxt i am looking forward to my FIRST driving lesson on first wk of july =)) Woooohoooo...

The nxt thing tt i will be bz is the coming wkend...Which will be a pre-celebration for BABY's BIRTHDAY!! Presents already prepared... juz waiting for bee to book out frm camp and go for celebration =))) It has been a long long time since i see bee... like 2 wks .... Miss him loads !! Seeing him tml =))

SMILE BIG BIG =D

2009-06-10T21:23:00.004+08:00

SEOUL GARDEN

Out wid the royals( Kai, zi, xian) to eat at Tamp today for lunch!!!

We ate frm 12 to 4 can!! OMG!!! my stomach is BURSTING!! haaa..

It has been sooo long since i eat there.

SUPER FULL AND WORTH THE MONEY =)))

Came home after eating and MUGGING for my FTT test tml !! ROAR...still feeling abit nervous even though i took my trial le!! Realli hope i can pass . Zi said sure can pass de if do trial...LOL!!! But i still feel insecured =(

GD LUCK TO ME FOR TML!!! hope it will be a BREEZE for me =))

*PRAY*

LMH: Hmmm will u pass??? I think u CAN =))

I AM MAD!! LOL

2009-06-08T20:21:00.004+08:00

Hmmm slacking at home today!! Revising for my ftt test..Tml is my trial test and thurs will be the actual one !! Realli juz one to get it passed heee...

And of coz i hv my daily routine of checking out abt LEE MIN HO news...LOL!!! i noe i am darn CRAZY!!! but he is juz toooo IRRESISTABLE X333

wahhaha =))) I juz cant stop searching for his PEEKTURES !! * drooled * And taadaaa A pic of him again...wahahahaa

Hot yeah?! My PhOne WAllPaper Nw ( much LOVE )

Saturday ( Green Theme )

A day out wid the ROYALS =)) woke up super early to go xian hse wid zi to prepare the food !! roar ... Our french toast is sooo not nice at first..LOl.. and den there come our SAVIOUR, Xian's mum! hahaa totally can see the diff of the french toast lo..haaa...

After which we proceed to orchard to meet up wid the rest!! The weather was freaking hot can!! i seriously cant stand it!! We settled down under a shelter luckily but it was still hot!!! We ate .. We played.. We talked...And somehow we got to noe each other better frm the games =)) Overall it was FUN!! Photos are in Fb ..lazy to upload here..haaa WE DID MANY UNGLAM POSE!! or should i say ME onli?!! lol..

I was feeling damn shag after everything ended..haaaa

More outings =)))

2009-06-03T21:19:00.004+08:00

LEE MIN HO IS LOVED!! x333

TT KILLING SMILE!! =))) ahhhhhh *SCREAM*

I had gone crazy for him!!! Just bought part 1 dvd of BOYS OVER FLOWER!!! And the cover is MINHO!!! Thinkin abt wanting to continue buying the full parts... Coz I JUZ WANNA HV MINHO ON it and anyway i hv finished watching it... nw i keep repeating LOL!!

I think korean version is way way better =)) The scenes are like nicer... GUYS are more handsome!!! YI JUNG also GD!! haaa... And and the STORYLINE IS BETTER heee....

Another cuter side of him ( younger him) ..

Isnt he cute??!! AHHHH

Why sg dun hv such guys??? Why in real life dun hv guys like GU JUN PYO?!!! roar... but but I STILL LOVE MY BABY!! hahaaa... He is gd enuff too... and i should be satisfied!! But still how i wish i can born in like korea or taiwan!!! Lol... singapore actor like OLD OLD!! zzz...

LET ME SEE LEE MIN HO!!! LOL

2009-05-27T21:18:00.003+08:00

EXAMS OVER

It is like rainbow appearing after stormy rain

Hv been lazy to blog due to exams .... And finally my exams hv ended =)) Happy is tt there will be a long long break for me... But i scared!! I SCARED OF MY RESULTS!! =(( ROar...

Had been hanging out wid the royals past few weeks =)) So fun to play wid them!! Sec sch friends are my TRUE FRIENDS!! X33 Cant wait to hang out wid them again =))

And ya .. i gotta start reading my FTT soon...nxt nxt wk will be my test!!ahhh I SOOO GONNA PASS IT ONE TIME !! wish me luck =)

2009-03-15T13:25:00.004+08:00

ALDEN's ( cousin's son) first birthdaY!!

THere was a celebration for alden at east coast park chalet..A 3D2N chalet...The first day was only the young cousins gathering!! We had bbq and all... Was a nice catch up..

2nd day was alden birthday!! alot of ppl went...There was buffet for us=)) Nice food...So fast our cute alden is 1 yr old le... TIME REALLY FLIES!!! He is sooo cute can and always look at me will SMILE!! SMILE LIKE A POOH!!! Was a fun day and we got home at midnite...

Some peekturess...

Alden blowing the candle!! =))

Our first photo tgt!! SIok me and jasmine (big cousin ben gf)

Pretty us ya?!! LOL!!!

2009-03-12T12:36:00.004+08:00

Babee is GONE!!!

The achin in my heart ...i start to feel it nw! I juz sent babee off yesterday midnite... i appear to be strong...but lookin at him going into the gate...saddness and unbearable gush up into me... I beginning to miss him!! ANd today i felt no one to msg..no one to call...A sense of loss again!! i realli do need him...

One month...JUZ ONE MONTH!! and i dun wish him to go oversea again le.... I HOPE NO MORE =)) Waiting for ya here babee... hugs..pls come back safely and soon... x333

KAOHSIUNG.. tt is where baby go to... sob...

2009-03-10T17:32:00.002+08:00

Prelim ended yesterday.... Since prelim started i onli met babee like 3 times onli!!! Fri ...yesterday and today...and tml will be the day bee going off to taiwan =(

On fri... we went for a movie marathon... Orchard cine first to watch KUNG FU CHEF and PUSH!!! after which went over to Ehub for midnite movie...COMIN SOON SNEAK PREVIEW!!! dAmn scary and i love the storyline!! i love horror movie wid storyline...AT LEAST I UNDERSTAND!! heee A tiring day wid him ...

Yesterday after my exam went over to his place to look for him...den evenin off we go to my hse for dinner...Mummy cook a spread of dishes for him =)) Full.. but bee felt soo tired and awhile he went home..SOB!! duno why nowadays he soo tired... Limited time yet he dun wanna spend more time like tt...

today..early we went for K lunch!! it has been a long long long time since i go k box!! Ahhh sing till veri shuang..AND AGAIN..bee keep yawnin yawnin...get irritated in my heart..wondering why he is always tired wid me?! Hmmm..den after tt i also sian and tired sooo WENT HOME!! =((

TMl is the day... hmmm Spend soo little time wid each other...He seems to look forward to this trip to taiwan... =( Somehow i felt distant frm him since prelim started coz we hv not been meeting !! And is like seem soo neglected... yea i noe he is great coz he let me study..but AFTER EXAM?? why i still feell neglected?! Is it long r/s are always like tt?? 5 mins on phone only... Few msges... Seems tired whenever go out??? Hmmm i duno..i nv been in such a long r/s... seem like will get sian ba... SOB!! Though he assured me he love me..but but but i duno why i got a feeling of being neglected ..got a feeling of him being sian le lelz?!

MAYBE I AM JUZ THINKIN TOO MUCH ....

Tml i will send him off le... gonna miss him... Hope he will come back safely... and when he come back i think WE WONT EVEN HV ALOT OF TIME SPENT TGT coz my MAIN EXAM IS COMIN =(((

2009-03-07T18:36:00.004+08:00

Lets juz forget abt u goin off real soon..lets juz cherish the remainin time we are left wid tgt!!! Though i am feeling veri sad and cant bear u to go..i chose not to say ..not to show!! juz wish 1 mth pass faster =))) baby i will be waiting for u!!! X333

Hmmm one more prelim paper to go and i hv not study much coz start to slack already!! ahhh MUZ BUCK UP!!! Roar... hv not been meeting bee much...thz bee for being understanding x3 Plus u goin off to taiwan soon yet i cant spend much time wid u!! sry ...

2009-03-04T11:00:00.002+08:00

Ahhhhhh~~~~~

yes...the pic shows how i am feeling!!!!!!! AHhhhhhh cant take it...cant take the stress when exams are nearing...Though my prelim left onli a paper ... but the main one is nearing tooo!!! After the prelim .. i found out i realli need to buck up!!!! Felt disappointed wid me abt the prelim!! =(((

I need to buck up real fast....And while i am like bz wid studies... baby will be leavin to taiwan nxt wk!! OMG... the past whole week i hv not been meeting hiM!!! and i am left wid tis wk...Sooo little time left =(( STRESS AND SAD comes tgt... ROAR!!!!

AHhhhhhh~~~~~~~~~~

2009-02-17T15:27:00.006+08:00

14 FEB 2009

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!! X3333

Ordered lovely cupcakes for bee and went to collect it in the mornin...den headed off to bee hse!!! Baby got me flower... and a box of gifts!!! LOL!!! practical stuff pls bee!! whahaa ...Play awhile of mahjong den let him change into the shirt i got for hiM!!! =))) Den we headed for our dinner at fish and co!!! Dun need special place and all..I juz need him by my side and i am satisfied!! X333 happy times spent tgt wid him.. SIMPLY US =)

Us in LEVIS X33

Box of gifts ...LIGHT EFFECT

Flower wid bear bear

2009-02-07T15:33:00.002+08:00

aHhhhhh I ammmmm Bored!!! taking a pic of myself =PPP ROAR!!! Ended sch and came home le.. =(( Bee is nnot coming out today...becoz of tt F-in officer who lost sth impt..EVERYONE hv to go back today to search for tt thinG!!! And is in the foreest and al or sth pls!! ZZZZ Officer somemore!! heard this news yesterday and i got SIAN DIAO immediately!! After One wk of mugging..i tot today can relax and hv fun wid bee..but NO!!! STUPID OFFICER FAULT!! ROAR!!!!!

I MISS MY BEEE!!!!!! lookin at our pics.. i miss u more and more!! wishin u to be by my side nw!! NW!!! ahhhhh X3333

2009-02-04T23:43:00.006+08:00

I am here to blog abt CNY 2009!!! Too bz for me to update....

HAPPY "NIU" YEAR!!! Mooo~~~

Reunion dinner was ate at home ourselves tis yr..but went to ah ma place during lunch time tooo... =)))

Me and ah ma GONG XI FA CAI!!

FOOD!!! mostly prepared by mummy =))

Chu 1/day 1

Went to ah ma hse pai nian!! As usual damn sian there..coz the cousins there all like MUTE!! dun talk or wat..we juz sit there and stone and watch tv!! SIAN DAY i can say!! ROAR!!!

Me!! before setting off =))

Mummy and me X33

My familY!! abit dark!! rOAR!!

Chu2 /day 2

This is the day i anitcipated most!!! my mummy side de!! hehehee Tis yr.. babee went wid us to my PO PO hse!!! SOO much fun there!!! I am damn lucky la..win quite a lot in mahjong and blackjack!! LOL!!! happy meee =)))) Love all my cousins and aunties there!!! X333

Bee bee handsome yea X333

Pretty siokie yea!!! X33 her to bits and pieces!!! SHe noe me well =))

HAa the 3 of us!! X333

2009-01-18T21:07:00.004+08:00

Peektureeessss X333

I am a PIG

Piggy me wid daaaa RoSSeee...

Those were gifts frm bee... APOLOGIC GIFT!!
Ahhhh is cute..but waste money yea... AHAhaaaa
Pig represents me!
YES
I AM LAZY!!!
Piggy recieves ROSE!!

=)))

2009-01-12T18:25:00.004+08:00

You are my addiction..

I cant stop loving

Juz CANT!!

Missing u babee =))

2009-01-01T12:52:00.010+08:00

HAPPY 2009 !

New Year Resolutions

I wish i can dun be so lazy

I wish i can cope wid my studies

I wish i can hv good grades for exams

I wish to pass my driving soon

I wish i can be healthy

I wish i can be happy

I wish bee to come out ns safely tis yr

I wish bee to be healthy

I wish bee to be happy always

I wish bee to hv more more money =PP

I wish bee can be more matured?! hee

I wish bee remains as handsome as ever =))

I wish bee and his family a prosperous yr to come

I wish my family to hv a weathy & healthy yr

I wish my mummy to stay pretty & happy

I wish my mummy to be healthy

I wish my bro to hv gd olevel results

I wish my bro to get into a gd course in poly

I wish my bro to be more guai?!

I wish my daddy to earn more more $$$

I wish my daddy to be healthy

I wish us to be loving forever

I wish us to hv less quarrels

I wish us to hv nv ending love

I wish us to be happy tgt always

I wish bee to be more matured lOl

I wish myself to control my CHOU PI QI =PP

I wish us to LAST x33 =))

FOREVER LOVE X3

I wish siokie to find her prince charming =))

I wish siokie to stay happy and pretty

I wish siokie to hv great results in sch

I wish siokie to hv many many $$$

I wish siokie and family to be healthy & wealthy

I wish siokie dad in heaven to look after them up there

I wish siokie mum to be happy and healthy

FOREVER COUSINS =))

I wish royals to stay close forever

I wish royals nv end the friendship and bonds

I wish royals to hv all attending the gatherings

I wish royals to be happy and healthy

I wish kailing (majesty/daddy) smile always {NO EMO},do well in sch

I wish jiamin (prince) to be xin fu and happy {NO EMO TOO}

I wish shiyong(laogong) to last wid ben,dun act cool =PP,be happy always

I wish zi yee(advisor) to become darker=PP,do well in sch,find prince charmin

I wish weixian(tai yi) to do well in sch,find prince charmin

I wish raz(cook) to find a gd job after poly and stay happy

I wish man ning(my son) to get into the sch /courses u wan to enter =))

I wish celia(gong gong) to stay happy and hv a great job after poly

I wish vicky(donkey) to be happy and do well in sch

ROYALS RAWKS FOREVER X33

I wish 06S31 will hv more gatherings often

I wish 06S31 will be more united & stay close

I wish us all stay happy and healthy

ONCE AGAIN HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL =))

I Presented all my wishes to my dearest ones X33

2008-12-29T18:17:00.003+08:00

Exam fee letter has been sent to me!!!

AHHhh a total of 2000 Dollars to be paid!!! I am feeling stress not juz because of how hard the subjects are going to be like..but but if i dun do well i will be wasting loads of money!! my exam will be starting on MAY... i hv to start studyin nw already!!!

WHY WHY I FEEL SOOO SLACKED?!!!
WHY WHY I AM SOO LAZY?!!!
WHY WHY I FEEL SOOO DISTRACTED?!!!

TELL ME WHY!!! ROAR!!!

It seems soo relaxing..but it isnt the case =(

2008-12-29T14:18:00.005+08:00

24-12-08 Wed

CHRISTMAS EVE

Finally it was time for MY STEAMBOAT which we hv missed last sat!! HAPPY HAPPY ME!! Went there wid an empty stomach!!! It was rainin heavily which turn off the mood a liL!!! ANyway I am happy to eat la!! HEHEHE It is at thomson road.. Drop off at Novena mrt and walked 5 mins!! IS CALL ZHEN FA!! It taste ok... but i juz like throwing food into the pot!! LOL!! The prawns are sooo fresh tt it kept jumpin..IT EVEN JUMP ONTO ME!! scared the shitto out of me!! haha.. ANyway Nice DINNER!!!

One side tomyum ..One side CHicken soup!!

After our dinner..it was still rainin!! walkin in the rain back to novena wid out bloated stomach!!! We are watching IP MAN at cine at 9pm..sooo we got back to orchard!! IP MAN WAS NICE!! i tot it was boring action movie!! Quite interesting instead! Rate it 4.5/5 heee

DEn after the movie we walked ard..den count down CHRISTMAS!!! WHoohoo oh ya i bought a small christmas hat clip!! Most ppl hv it i found it cute!! SO I BOUGHT IT!! hahaa... =)))

HEre it goes wid my lil Xmas hat

Some cam whores!! lazy to post others.. =P THE DEVIL SANTA GAL

25-12-08 THURS

MERRY X'MAS

We still hv another movie YES MAN to go which is at 1.50 la...For that one hr plus we were like stoning...SOO TIRED!!! When watching the movie i keep dozing off!! ROAR!! den after which we took the night rider home!! it was ard 5 plUS!! went back home JUMP TO THE BED!!

2008-12-27T20:02:00.008+08:00

It has been a tiring week for me!! Until nw den hv time to upload photos and blog!! Let me recall...

19-12-08 FRI

Hv sch in the mornin sianed..Den finally out wid the royals to sentosa!! YIPPEEE!!! =)) Was a sunny day at first which i was kinda worried abt!! haha.. I DUN WAN BECOME XIAO HEI!! lol.. but thz thz when to sentosa the sky kinda BLACK!! Lol...But heng it nv rain until we left la.. !! HAPPY TIMES WID ROYALS!!

20-12-08 Sat

It was a disastrous day i can say!! Roar..bee and i plan to eat steamboat for tt day. Bee told to go marina there eat..soo during the evenin like 6 plus we reach there...Den he duno take wat bus! there is 400 and 402! Sooo at first we said 400 den he say nono is 402. The first bus came was 400 la...den waited veri long den 402 came finallY!! We found out later tt we should take 400!! AHhh ok..den we walked veri long to the bus stop which hv 400!! Waited like veri long again..FINALLY it came!! noe wat..it juz take us one stop to reach!! ANd worst..WE FOUND OUT TT THE PLACE WAS CLOSED LA!! as u all should noe the place hv lots of contructions going on...it was like near 7 plus plus le.. and we walked back to marina bay frm there lelz!! Sooo LANG BEI!! All the sand and all keep flyin ard..soo dusty la...

In the end we went back to marina sq to hv our dinner at thai express...I swear on tt day i going to go eat steamboat another day which is at thomson!!!

At his place before headin down to marina bay!!

23-12-08 Tues

Went to buy army stuffs for babee wid my mum and bro!! ROAR he is always troubling me!! So after buyin we headed to our aunties hse to collect some stuffs! Hang at there till abt 4 plus... Playing wid my cousin babies is soooo fuN!! they are sooo cute!! =)) After which we went to pizza hut for our dinner!! i treat em!! HHEEE hEEE Nice dinner wid my family !! I LOVE THEM!!

Me wid the cheese!! SAY CHEESE!!! =DD

My LOVELY mummy & bRo

2008-12-18T18:51:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!! =D

Finally like 19...but i dun wanna turn to 20 too sooN!! anyway still hv a long way to go unlike my other friends!! WAHAHA!! thz for all the wishes =))

{EDITED}

I had a wonderful birthday!!!

Firstly GREAT THZ TO MY PARENTS...
A sumptuous dinner by them..
A camera as a gift!! I FINALLY HV ONE !! HAPPY LA!!

Secongly GREAT THZ TO MY BEE..
A Straightener frm him which is rather ex..
A Sumptuous dinner wid him ..
A small lil cake and card..
Our picture in a jigsaw..

Thirdly GREAT THZ TO MY DEAREST COUSIN SIOK..
A photo collage of us.. Great effort..NICE
Posh brownies...SUPER NICE AND TASTY!!

Lastly thz to all my friends who wished me...

2008-12-02T18:36:00.005+08:00

Current mood : STRESS!!!!

Panic rising to my head
Heartbeat racing, breathing fast
Can I do it? Will I fail?
How long will these feelings last?

Recently have been feeling VERI stress!!! I suddenly found out tt i hv not been realli keepin up wid my sch work!! SOB..doin the assignments i failed to get the ans!! SPent hrs and hrs yet UNSOLVED!! i felt soo helpless and worried at tt point of time!!!

Sudden Tot of EXPENSIVE exam fee i need to pay give me more stress!!! I CANT AFFORD TO DO BADLY!!! Tt day i felt as if i am being suffocated..feeling heavy..cant get to slp!! I told myself it is time to studY!!! but but is holiday time nw!! ROAR!! Mixed feelings!!! I am breaking down le!! SOB!!

Worst of all.. r/s problems are pressurising me at the same time...Quarrels are soo often tt it gets scary!! UNSTABLE!! =(( Haizz why why why ...WHY am i feeling soooo STRESSED UP!!! i need some relief!! but who will ever understand how i am feeling!!

SOB!! wat a wk =(((

2008-11-25T22:12:00.009+08:00

Saturday 22-11-2008

Met dearie after school ended... actually wanted to go marina square or sth..but i was too lazy and tired later tt i fell asleep!! wahaha.. slp slp till like evening already lo...ROAR Den some cam whorin... ahaha

FUnnY FaCes!! bee LOook cute here

Nv ending kisses

Coz it was rainin damn heavily ..so shiok to slp....Den wake up suddenly hv a craving for RAMEN!!! The onli jap food i eat..RAMEN!! coz is like maggie kind and the soup nice!! So we headed to Compass point to hv our RAMEN Dinner.. AJISEN!!

TaaaaDAAaaaaa My SEAFOOD RAMEN!! YUMMMM

Bee VOLCANO RAMEN!!! hot~~~

Side dish-Fried White Fish ( NICE TOO)

2008-11-16T15:57:00.003+08:00

WAT IS WRONG WID MY EYES!!!

AHhhhhhhhh... it itch and feels soo painful!!
Until i cant even meet baby today!!
HAd to stay at home...ROAR
Thz dear for the understanding...
U are improvin!! happy to see tt..hehehee

U all wont wan to see my eyes..
ahhh pus coming out frm the swollen part today
no choice but to give up on seeing bee today...ROAR!!
This eye problem is killing me..

Nov is a SUAY month for me..roar...
Hope everything goes rite..
And hope i recover soon...=(((

I MISS U BABY!!
tc when u book in later at nite..
Sry i cant be there wid u..

2008-11-15T23:32:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO

MY LAOGONG SHIYONG !!! x333
Hope u hv a happy birthday today =))

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO
ADVISOR ZI YEE
Sry sry was in a emo and sick state tis mth...
forget forget everything!! ROAR!!!

BOTH OF U muz be happy happy always...JY for everything!! exams nw rite??? u two sure can make it de =))) MEET UP SOON K!! miss ya all... Hope my sickness GO AWAY !!!

ROAR.. hv been soo down and sick for tis whole mth..fever..cough...flu..all come at one... den den tis week worst....MY EYE SWOLLEN agaiN?!!! like again and again... Pain till like ARGHHH! nw still not yet ok..lOOk sooo UGLY!! AHhhh..

2008-11-05T12:31:00.002+08:00

Current mood: HOPE!!

HOPE everything will turn out right..
HOPE we will be like b4..
HOPE such things wont happen again..
HOPE our problems will be solved and nv happen again

I HOPE.... realli hope soo =D

Being tgt is not easy... we muz learn to cherish ..Learn frm our flaws and make things better... I seriously hope u will cherish coz i do! I take our everything seriously X3

2008-11-03T09:43:00.004+08:00

Current mOod: On the verge of breakin down !!

Life Turns Dull So Fast...

Falling in to an endless well of loss..

Tumbling over and over,

I cant get u satisfied.

Nth seems to turn right,

And i can only scream in my mind.

Falling in to an endless well of loss..

Where can i get relief?!

.........................................................

This is going on and on...

Over and over again..

I duno how much to do so as to satisfy u!

I tried my every best..

Dun u noe it will gets me tired ?!

I am getting push to the limits time after time..

.........................................................

Tell me...why is it soo hard to satisfy u!!

Tell me wat i should do!!

Arent i doing enuf?!

Tell me!!! Arghhh

Why u juz cant forgive and forget easily..

Why i can but u cant?!

Is it we are different?!!

........................................................

I am on the verge of breakin down

I feel like dying off when we quarrel..

coz i cant seem to reason wid u!!

I can onli shout to vent it out...

Hate me all u can...

........................................................

You arent a kid anymore..

Wat wid the pampers...

I didnt?!

Haiz... i realli dun understand you..

........................................................

My heart feels cold...

I already duno how to solve our problems already..

Let fate decide...

I am tired!

-I am dyin off -

2008-11-02T16:26:00.002+08:00

Forget the NOT HAPPY!!

I need a place to release..

ROAR!!!

AHHh!!

ARGHHHHHHH!!!

2008-10-31T19:23:00.006+08:00

I LOVE MY ROYALS

Firstly... Arghhh it had been a sickly and down mth for me...duno why soo many sickness chasing after me!! roar... coughing and all for almost the whole mth...den i felt sooo DOWN like cant go for the celebration coz of EYE infection!! arghhh!!! sry gals... i will make it a point to attend other gatheringS!!! ROAR!!! =((( I love every outings i hv wid u all ... Like sentosa.. gym..Chinese garden...and some more..though i may nt attend every..but i cherish all outings tt i attended =)))

Sentosa outing

Gym outing

I LOVE MY BABEE

Secondly.. everything is alright nw..Hmm..hope no more problems for us =))) I love u baby X3.. After everything we should hv noe how to be understanding le ba ... mUackz... Juz wan last wid u... hehhee

We will stay tgt forever =)

2008-10-23T12:47:00.004+08:00

Current Mood: Duno WTH i am feeling =((

I dun wish to face all these...

Seem like it is hard for someone to understand...
Seem like it is hard for someone to compromise...

Seem like it is realli hard to noe our own flaws...

I am tired ...

I am too tired...

I am realli too tired to keep repeating....

-hate tis feeling-

2008-10-21T15:24:00.004+08:00

Event: Our 14th MonTh x33
Mood: HAPPY =)))

Our love is colourful =)

Yesterday was our 14th month!!! Time flies...sooo fast is our 14th tgt~~ My longest and it will be my last... =)) Though we nv had any celebration or so..but it is alll sooo gd juz being wid him.. I juz wan him to be by my side nw and forever!

I will cherish tis love.. love u forvever baby X3

2008-10-14T12:27:00.004+08:00

stayin by ur side

Current Mood: SICK =((

Arghhhh i hv been rather sickly these few days! TERRIBLE =((( Actually i was havin a bad sore throat on sat.. but after drinkin some chinese medicine or so i felt better and took it lightly...

Den sun baby is havin fever soo brought him to hospital to see doc...i guess all the germs are spreadin ard me soo my condition gt worst i think!! i kept having running nose and all.. But i still stay by my baby side to take care of him!! ROAR!!

Till today i still feel sick! Arghhh.. my nose is killing me!!!

Hope baby get well soon..

And hope I GET WELL SOON TOO!! lol

2008-09-30T02:01:00.001+08:00

PUSHED TO MY LIMIT!!!!!

aaaaaAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

i realli dun understand...

realli dun understand...

2008-09-20T16:32:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 13 MONTHS X333

Though u are not here wid me today to celebrate..i can still feel u here..Most impt is tt i noe u love me much =)) Been thru soo much wid ya and i believe we can last.. Thz for loving and caring for me all these while! I am satisfied having you wid me and onli wan u in my life.. hehee Words cant realli describe how much i love you..i noe u can feel it!!

I love you babee.. Coz missing you..soo took last time photos and edit abit ... nice ya?! hehe

The X3 We Shared

I love You

2008-09-14T10:19:00.003+08:00

Friday 12 september

At nite went to chinese garden to find zy,wx,kl,and mn to celebrate mooncake festival!!! roar.. i came all the way down frm tamp..wahahah But i nv regret it..hee.. And i soo long nv see them le =)) since i am free sooo i goo..hehe... It was juz soo fun being wid the royals...We joke...We laugh..We took photos .. Where can i find such friends...ROYALS are the best to me =))

The entry into the chinese garden was ex..$15 per person!!! I was a lil reluctant at first coz i am broke seriously...but thought of i cant bai bai go sooo far w/o entering ma..Soo we juz went in!! And it is worth the money la...Coz the scenary and the HELLO KITTY theme lanterns are sooooo BEAUTIFUL!! We took alot of photos i can say!! Wx and Kl upload and send k??! hehehe

A nice outing wid em.. =)) and i tot sy got go..but she nv..LOL!! always i go she nv..ahhaha .. After walking the whole chi garden i guess.. We share cab home..it was 11.30pm when i reach home and nxt day i HV SCH!! roar..tired tired!! Royals more outing!!

In life nt juz having a great bf is everything...having great friends are impt too =)) Happen to see sy blog and i agree wid her!! I love him..and i LOVE my friends tooo!! Royals are impt to me coz they are realli a bunch of like my soul mates kind... soo fun to be wid and all... Thz friends ... My baby went to brunei ...and yes i miss him..but i dun hv the feeling of like will die or get moody w/o him here..coz i noe he will be back! And most impt we love each other in out heart..even though he is not here..i feel him here =))) Waitin for him to be back soon ...

Saturday 13 September

Dragged myself to wake up super early coz got sch!! and i cant afford to miss poa..coz once miss means BLUR!!! lol... Sooo feeling tired and went to sch.. arghh... i and my friend candice knew a new friend name michelle..ahha..SOO cool can..she drive to sch everyday..and she live far frm sch too...haha Den she suggested to send me to kembangan station coz she goin there meet her bf ...ANd ya i sat on her car!! i tot the car was her dad one..but no...HER DAD bought a car for her..RIch rich ya..haha ENVy man!! make me motivated to learn soon!!

I found out drivin a car is like damn difficult somehow..need to look out for road signs and all and at the same time cars on road!Sooo i tot of juz learn auto instead of manual!! I wont drive manual car for sure... and driving manual is tough..need to look out for more!! clutch is the worst.. Michelle and i was figuring out where is PIE...haa den we made rounds before we found it!! whahaa... And like somehow when we find it.,we nearly miss the exit into the PIE.. Den we made a sudden turn i suppose..and gto hORNED!! TT stupid car after which still keep hornin when we entering the expressway! Cant he see she juz learnt having the P-plate.. ARGHH! horrible... make us panic!!

SOooo i amm goin to book maybe nxt wk..hope i wont be lazy!! hehehe =)))

2008-09-03T08:56:00.002+08:00

Current Mood: Down...MIXED FEELING =(((

Tis whole wk i hv no sch... should be happy..SHould be looking forward to seeing bee soon..But but but i am not happy at all =(( He is going off to brunei for 3 wks tis sun ..SOB!! realli cant bear him to go off...Sun instead of sending off to camp..lookin forward to his call..lookin forward to his msg... i will be sending him to the airport...wid no calls and msges i guess..SOB!! W/o him i duno wat is there for me to do.. guess slack at home and wait for his return.. He is damn impt in my life... My wkends are goin to be sooo terrible after he hv gone..

Gonna spend my time well ..REAL WELL wid him tis wk...Roar.. but time wid him is nv enuff . I will wait for his return and realli wish he can juz come back safely and w/o much injuries. I amm sooo gonna miss him like crazy arghhh...

Oh ya.. my grandma enter hospital yesterday..haiz... duno how is she le..heard frm mum she need an operation..BUT SHE IS OLD ENUF..how can she endure all tis pain and suffering.. my grandma was a great person but why all tis happen to her..first she had a stroke..den after much terapy she gt better ..but still cant control her movement! She dun talk as much..And soon after she had signs of keep forgetting things. sooo poor thing..AND NW.. her duno wat duct hv some stone or infections .. Haiz.. i wonder why gd ppl hv such sickness ..hope she will get well soon ..

2008-08-18T19:42:00.003+08:00

Pre-Celebration Of Our FIRST YEAR ANNIVERSARY!!

Nxt wed will be our first year being tgt... Time realli flies rite? Thinkin back we were still classmates last time..till we fell in love wid each other and started dating and nw is our one yr already !! Tis will be a special day for me because it is my FIRST EVER ONE YR!! Though nt my baby first one yr but i will be his longest and ever one.. =))

Sooo ya i got ready my present for him which cost a BOMB!! and i am not workin already.. i am like broke.. And made a special big card for him wid creativity!! Soo we pre- celebrate during wkend on sun..X33 Baby gave me a realli wonderful day and i can see him putting sooo much effort to make me happy for our 1st yr!! =)) THZ BEE..

He actually bought a cake for me.. and put it on the floor with a heart formed by lots of numbers... SOOoo sweet can?!! Photos of it will be uploaded tis wkend when he send me.. wahhaa SOoo Sweet la... Those numbers are actually our memorable dates which i need to paste it on a cardboard after tt.. I shall show u all the photos.. He actually remember the first time we started talkin.. the first time we hold hand and etc.. SOoo nice of him.. =)) He also bought me a necklace..two hearts locked together!! NICE! i love it sooo much..ehehe.. He still ordered roses which will be send to my hse on wed..WAHhaa...

I am damn happy as he prepare all this when he was in camp!! Hahaa I am touched!! SOoo happy to hv him i can say=)) Hope we can last forever X333

20082007 The day we started

20082008 Our One Year X3

2008-08-08T12:14:00.002+08:00

Tis wk of sch finally ended...
Ok.. i am glad my sch is not tt bad...
Those mixed feelings are gone... hahah (PHEW)
I made some friends wid similar interests coincidently!! ahaa

I onli hv 3 days lessons 3 hrs each..ahaha.. I find it great..
coz after the 3 hrs of full focus i am tired already...
And i am glad i nv squeeze my timetable to like one day 2 lessons!!
My modules are alright..soo far soo gd...maybe is juz the foundation..
Onli hv some prob wif bankin and finance..The teacher is damn BORING!!
and his teaching methold is like..i DUN Understand wat he is talkin!! lOL!!

I will study hard and jyjy to the others k...
DUN BE TOO STRESSED UP!! hehee..

My baby is finally back frm outfield..yea yea..
I misses him much...ahaa..
TML IS NATIONAL DAY!! wooHooo...

2008-08-04T13:27:00.002+08:00

SCH STARTS TIS WK....

Mixed feeling abt starting of sch...
The fear... The loneliness... The unfamilarise...And Many Many...
Everything i got to cope by myself..REALLI IS MYSELF..
I cant realli depend on anybody...
I also duno how to survive...
but hope i can still do it...

Last sat i actually went for my first poa lesson..
roar... i nv make any friends can..
I NV even talk..Lol..
coz i think is rather fake..aaha..
hope tis wk will be better...
my lesson starts on tue ..hope can make friends...

JYJY to everyone...
Muz still keep in contact k =)))

Baby is in outfield for 5 days..
roar...is like i am realli alone man!! Lol..
Wish him to be safe and come back sooon.. =)))

2008-07-29T12:21:00.003+08:00

MIKE HE AND RAINIE BEST COUPLE!!

After i ended work..all along i hv been staying at home and watch dramas!!

hahhaa... WhY WHy Love i came across in cable one day AND I cant wait to continue watching..Soooo i went online to watch..OMG OMG... MIke he and Rainie is SOoo matched..The drama is soo nice and touching..I cried like one baby! haaa.. and MIKE is sooo mesmerising..cant resist..If onli reality hv such person..but guess wont la..haha anyway i am satisfied wid my baby nw..LOL!!

Mike reallli noe how to fang dian la..hahha.. den i go watch devil beside you..Also damn nice..hehee..and den bull fighting which i think is like Nt realli nice coz the love story is like nth lelz..no chemistry between him and hebe..hahaa I cant wait for his nxt drama wid rainie agaiN!! wowooHooooo

Yesterday went badminton wid the royals...kl,sy,zy,wx!! hehe fun fun!! and we ate dinner tgt...aww the waiter is like have bu shuang face la..>DIAO!! hahaa..anyway hv a nice dinner wid em!! =)))

Shall go continue repeat watching my drama again hehehe ...

2008-07-21T12:22:00.003+08:00

HappY 11th MonTh x33

We hv been thru soo much during these 11 months... Our love and effort all paid off coz we are still as loving..hehe.. though we may quarrel sometimes but it did not make us love each other lesser...We learnt and grew thru those and love and cherish each other more!! hehee

Time flies.. realli flies.. thinking of how we got tgt..realli amazing!! I realli enjoy being wid u all these while..U gave me laughter , care and Love..all tt i ever needed in a r/s! thz baby!! and i look forward to our 1 yr and many many yrs..hehee

Promises we made to each other shall not be broken yea!! dear trust me...trust us..Like how i believe in u...trust u..heehe muackz... we will last..lets make it happen k!! u are the one for me!! x33

I LOVE U FOREVER!!

2008-07-11T19:18:00.002+08:00

I FINALLY ENDED MY WORK!!!!

But i amm rather sad..coz i miss it...
It was indeed a nice experience for me....I got to taste soo much food there!!
I enjoy my work there and i feel the 3 months is like SOOOO FASTTT OVER!!
I miss them..I miss the place...
If i hv the chance i will go back there once agaiN!!

the staff are like sooo NICE to me...
I bought them some gifts..and they gave me gifts too...
ONe big bag to work..ONe big bag home!!!
the one i assist actually bake a CAKE for me...ONE WHOLE CAKE!!
Den my boss specially went to buy a purse for me..IS BRANDED DE!!
One chef named eric gave me a whole box of chocolate..WOW!!! =))
Omg...the chefs initially wan bring me out to eat for dinner..but i rejected..
My bosses and all brought us to swesen and gave us a big treat for lunch =)))

I AM LUCKY to go SATS CATERING CENTRE 1 to work..
It was a nice experience i muz say...

Nw i am free....
nxt will be the time for me to shop for sch stuffs....TOO MANY!!!hehehe
Den royals pls plan outing coz i am FINALLY FREE!! ehhehehehe =))))

2008-07-03T19:42:00.002+08:00

The last wkends was realli well spent...
Though sat was wasted coz baby was sick....
But sweet him had made it all up frm sun till tues... =)))

He bought me an eeyore!! LOL!! cuteness... X33
And on mon once again he send me to work early in the mornin...
he even cook breakfast for me la..ISNT HE SWEET?!! love him sooo much =))
I took half day and went out for a movie wid him...
Juz love spending time wid him..hehehehe

Tues was my orientation...
As u all noe i was nervous and rather emo...
MY LOVELY BABY of mine..woke up damn early...
And follow me to sch..heheheee
The orientation was rather boring... though i made some friends
But they arent my course de...ROAR!!!

Hope everything will be fine...
But as long as hv my baby wid me jiu hao!! HEHEHEHE
I LOVE U SOO MUCH DEAR!!

Thz for those efforts u made..
I Noe it..I feel it...hehehee

I AM HAPPY!! i SHOuld be HAPPY!! X333

2008-06-29T11:57:00.002+08:00

Came across sy blog...den went to see this blog link...
http://memyselfmine.blogspot.com

I cried like one baby..
My tears juz keep flowing when i read her post....
I felt sad for her...
And most impt.. i felt soo guilty of myself...
I am way better off ..and why am i here sighin and wat like an idiot...
She lost her love one..
She cant hear ..see and feel him anymore...
yet i still can.. yet i still hv my royals and family...
WAt wid me to sigh and all...
I am blissed already..and i should be satisfied..
My loneliness is nth compared to her....

Roar.. i felt guilty and shameful of myself...
sometimes i should be cool ..
I should not be sooo weak!!

I wont feel down anymore...
I still hv my loved ones all wid me..
ANd i will cherish watever i have...

2008-06-28T21:18:00.002+08:00

Bored Described My wkends!

WAT A WKEND!!!

U are out ..but yet we cant go out..

who to blame?!

One wk juz 2 days tt we can spend..

Yet it is gone juz like tt..

After a long wk..

tis is wat i get!

LONELINESS & BOREDOM

Why I feel loss?

Why I feel lonely?

Why i feel dead?

WHY with this EMOTIONS?!

Realli Felt damn down and sian..

Lonely me.. zz

I duno why the sudden loneliness in me..

Im like so lonely nw...

So Much Going Threw My Mind...

Still Don't Know What am i actually thinkin all abt

Im Lonely,coz Your The One I Hold Tight At Night

But Now Im Back To My home and in my rm ALONE..

And Tears will be On Da Pillow At Night....

Nxt wk orientation.. i realli dun wan.. ARGhhh

HELP ME!! WHy WHY?!

2008-06-26T22:59:00.003+08:00

Hmm..feelin real down lately after i hv chose my time table and knowin nxt wk is the orientation and i am goin alone..SOb!! haizz...Is like i realli dun wish to be alone!!! I tot i will be lookin forward to start sch...but NO!! i dun wan..and i dun wan more after hearin frm xian tt in uni is actually hard to make friends! Wat if i hv no friends?? Wat if i hv no study partners?? Wat if i cant cope?? Haiz sch hv not start and i am stress... I realli feel damn lost nw... duno how to explain!!

Like zi and sy said still can meet de..but is like how often?! everyone will be bz studyin..all study so far away..somemore zi and xian in hostel!! Happy for u all and xian dun need feel sad tt u leave me alone..coz going which uni is our own choice!! I noe u wanted engineerin course!! JY wor =))) As for Kl... u can de la...why u nv call em? no news yet?? den wat ur plan?

I realli duno how am i goin to survive..I am actually the anti social type..HAiz..Like xian say...juz make friends wid those sit beside u in the lt..?!!! when i heard i was like WAT?!! Haiz.. How can? i mean this dun determine she is the one to be my friend!So b4 i enter lt i muz look carefully who i sit wid!! SOB!! Haiz.. soo stress... I juz hope orientation will be fine!Even if made friends..they may not hv the same time table wid me le..SOB!!! wat a system!! cant change after we cfm..the deadline hv passed la...ARghh..why not wait till after orientation rite? STUPID!

Lonely Me... =((

2008-06-24T19:07:00.012+08:00

Here are the photos taken during baby bd!!

Sat, 14 June

Vain Baby Before Going Off =PP

The hotel we went for buffet dinner =)) nICe?!

The Outdoor =)

Baby eating ...

And tt is me!!!

Crayfish for me..NICEEeee

The cold appt..SEAFOOD!! Yum!! & of coz still

hv more..but too bz eating..

Hope u hv a nice day =)) i noe u did .. x33

The lOve we shared is AMAZING

A small surprise near midnite.. BUT FAILED..

I can onli light up like tis..SOB!! WIND TOO STRONG!! sigh

SUN, 15 June >> Baby BirthdaY!!

His Ice cream cake!!!

Makin a wish? Hmm..muz be last wid me forever?! =PP

HAppY 19th babY!!!

I am the first to take photo wid him at his hse durin his bd!! WOohoo

2008-06-23T22:11:00.002+08:00

Wkends are defintely realli well spent...especially baby had off since wed till sun!! REalli a surprise!! And Baby actually wake up early to send me to work ..bought mac breakfast and waiting for me downstair!! SOooo Sweet rite?!! All quarrels juz gone wid the wind =)))) Thz baby!! i appreciate!!

Fri went to watch movie and it was our 10 months...sooo fast rite??!! hehee looking forward to our 1 yr and many many more!! Incredible hulk is nice!! soo much nice movie!! =))) and baby got me a panda..small lil panda!! SOOO CUTE!! U all noe panda is rarely seen somehow..he went to alot of place den found!! hehhehehee...

Sat went to baby hse early den watched dvd... after which he pei me shopping see whether hv any clothes for wedding the nxt day!! Arghhhh walked and walked den finally i saw one black dress...wo seeing the price i juz go try..LOL!! It was nice..DEN SUDDENLY bee said it was 99 bucks!! I immediately OK LETS GO!! wth!! roar.. if onli my mum was there..=PPPP MUmmy is the best...ehheheee... Den i gif up..we went to eat...kena cheated 6 bucks coz we ordered dumplings but duno inside is beef!! ROAR!! *PUKE* hate it..ahahha...
Den pei baby to cut his hair... and den head to his hse agian...

SUn..Coz i hv to attend wedding..baby veri early come my hse...like 8.30 reach..LOL!!! NICE NICE!! at least get to see him..and time seems to fly..soon after i need to prepare and go for the wedding..baby send me off and he went back!! ROar the wedding is boring can!! Coz i dun talk!! juz smile...ARGHHH!!! Ambience is nice coz is orchid garden ma...but too hot...den alot of mosquito..it was onli till the nite den coolin!! tsk!!! i still prefer hotels!! and the service sucks to the core!! Arghh I AM JUZ BORED THERE!! Finally it ended and i reach home at 11.30p.m and nxt day still need to work lo..SOoo sian!!!

U see my last wk is soo happening...den i forget is last wk 19 june need plan my uni timetable...ROAR!! i today den go choose wat timetable i wan!! BUT like mostly full!! SOB!! i felt down and lonely and loss at tt time!! i called wei xian.. but she nv picked up..den i juz aiya anyhow choose ba...SINCE I MUZ CHOOSE!! soooo in the end i sat still need to study but in mornin onlI!! mon and fri no lessons!! but is like i guess my timetable nobody will choose de lo!! ARGHHHhhh SOBSOB!! and den i called weixian again to ask her..coz her sis in tt sch ma!! i realised there is no specific class..onli lectures!! DEN HOW TO MAKE FRIENDS>??? somemore i alone nw le...HAiz.... I realli like DUN WAN!! i am anti social de..except to all my royals!! HAIZ... how will i find such gd friends!! SOB!! I Dun wish to be alone!!! I am scared to study independently...SOB!! all of u are like in ntu..i am happy for u all..coz u all enter the course u wan!! If onli i like engineering..but u see..MY PHYSIC SUX... it need physics alot..I cant make it...I hv no choice!!! SOB!! If onli if onli...haiz.... I SOoo gonna miss all of u!! I sooo gonna be alone i guess!!!

SOB!! felt down since juz nw... haiz... duno how to say also... juz dun ffeel like study out of a sudden... =((((

2008-06-18T18:32:00.002+08:00

Yesterday after work went to city hall to meet the royals ( Zy, wx, celia,mn,raz) to celebrate MY DADDIE KL birthday ..hehehee Went to gelare..omg the waffles is damn full can!!! ROAR... and i cant finish it... SOB too bad sy nv come..always i go she nv go de...=(((

It was all sooo happening..all of us are soo oN!! Laughter and all goes along as usual..COZ HV ME!! BLEAH =PPPP wahahaa.. After dinner went to esplanade..and we started our plan... We made live balloons for kl!! LOl.. PSPS i realli scared of balloons.. Kl juz pretend the hearty balloon is i make for u.... It was late..den after much discussion we decide to go bedok 85 ther to eat..WAHHAA to save time...CRAZY us actually book cab for 7 sitter...cost us 22.60 but worth it la.. =)))) Alot of pics are taken...

TO KL ... Heyyy Nt all post sweet lo..here come the sad part le....

I was happy tt finally i gt to go out wid the royals and it had been a long time...Den den..I DUNO WHY my bf hv to show me sad and emo attitude coz i went home late!!!zzzz I said sry and all so much time but still....Even after i reach home...I called him and i still get his shit!!! Nvmm.. i said sorry..BUT he actually say why i meet him i gets tired and wan go home early and yet wid friends i so late go home!! PPL HELP ME JUDGE!!! oh pls how often i go out wid u guys rite....And i always spend my every time wid hiM!!! Wth he hv to say like tis..IS juz a small matter and he can use tis to compare..I FIND HIM UNREASONABLE!! Dun u all agree?!!! It realli pissed me off..And after much explanation.. he still think he is like not in the wrong!! I TOTALLY hv no wrong la...ARGHHHhhh...

I was pissed till today...and he still can ask why i am treating him like tis... coz i shouted at him and all.. He is the one who make me pissed..so dun blame me..and he expect me to being pissed and still smile?!!! Ridiculous...ARGHhhh
I REALLI FEEL LIKE BANGING MYSELF TO WALL KIND!!! Why he cant understand..WHy he only think for himseld!! For him I already sacrificed alot..WHY MUZ HE BE LIKE TIS!!! WHY?!!!

Kl... SAd anot u tell me... SOB!!!

2008-06-16T19:25:00.001+08:00

The Wkends is definitely the most well spent one =)))

Fri after baby book out we went to ehub to watch movie!! KUNG FU PANDA!! it is sooo cute and funny can..I Love it!! We watch till abt 12 ..den my silly baby dun wish to go home. .. follow me back when he hv a straight bus home!! ANd When we reach the bus stop..he keep draggin here and there.. was full of energy like tt when i was abt to SlP!! whaha I noe i am pig!! BLEAH~! but i was tired..lol....

SAt.. in the late noon carrying loads of presents and all headed to baby hse first... den den wait for him to bathe and all...we headed to ws to rent dvd.. and den to my hse again coz i forget to bring things.. hahhaa..AFTER tt we went to changi village hotel for buffet! i long reserved table for 2!~ The food was nice.. and most impt baby is satisfied!! Both of us eat till realli bloated!!!AFter which I gave baby a surprise at 12 midnite..THough itm failed i beleive baby noe my effort... and we spent the whole nite tgt ..wahhaaa MY Baby love the presents i prepared!! hehehe..i am happy abt tt..

It was baby 19th birthday yesterday!! And i am glad to be able to spend tis special day wid him!! heee it cost me a bomb to plan and prepare for his birthday!! wahaa...After tt go his hse.. WE went to buy cake early in the morning...coz baby hv a habit..every yr he hv to wear new clothes and take a photo wid his birthday cake!! haha.. AND I AM THE FIRST TO TAKE photot WID HIM DURING HIS BD!! hehee i am proud and happy!! Frm nw on every bd i will spend wid him =))))

THe wkends seem soo long to me..and i am damn happy tt i can really spend great times wid baby!! I noe he is the only one tt can make me happy inside and out...even if he dun do anything!! juz seeing him i am happy le =))!!

I LOVE U DEAR!!!

Photos will be uploaded later.. =)))

2008-06-11T10:49:00.002+08:00

This ill temper I have is making me mad
I blow up and I don’t know why
I wish for just a moment I could handle my anger right
I wish for just a moment I could love you right
I wish my attitude would just go away
I wish my anger would stay at bay
I love you deep down inside I wish you would see
That you’re the only prince for me x3

The anger I have deep in side
Comes out when I least expect it
This anger I have in me should just go away
This anger I have is an annoyance
This anger I have has messed everything
This anger I have is stupid

Anger you have messed up my life
Anger you have destroyed who I am inside and out
Anger you are the devil
Anger you are all that is bad
This anger I have in me has made me fight
A fight that was not worth it

Anger you made me hit the wrong person
Anger you made me do the wrong things
Anger you are the feeling that I would never miss
Anger you have caused me so much sorrow
Anger you have caused nothing but grief.
Anger just go away

I juz lost my temper yesterday.. the first time i ever flared sooo big!!
I noe i am in the wrong in the first place..but is all past..
why cant u let it go?!
I am juz sooo tired mentally, emotionally and physically tt i cant control
to feel frustrated easily!

But all this while i hv been tolerating and giving in...
I hv been the one giving u more wholeheartedly!!
Why cant u be like a man?! WHY?!!

2008-06-03T22:32:00.002+08:00

Roar.. i hv nth much to post abt.....
All along hv been bz workin.... Nth special...
NXt wk nxt wk..BABEE 19th!!! whaa.. lookin forward....

I MISS LIM YONG CHENG X333

DaDdie & MarMie

Dear i will miss u much..

tis sat u cant come out again...

but is ok..NXT WK ... =))

2008-05-20T18:24:00.003+08:00

x33 Happy 9th Month x33

To my dear ....

this 9 months i receive all ur love and care...
nv once i felt neglected...thz dear for all ur love.. =)))
Though there were quarrels...
but we are juzz tooo cute and forgiving tt after awhile we are ok!!
I juz need to see u...and i will smile and forget the unhappy!!haaa...
I felt magical tooo... u juz make me smile x333

so fast it has been 9 months for us...
u are soo my longest ..and will be the last...
i wanna hv many more days..months.. yrs wid u... until forever!!
Nobody can ever come in btw us...
U ARE MINE!!! =)))

I love u and i will stay faithful...
My love for u juz keep growin..
and baby be assured tt i will wait for ur return frm ns!! =))
Remember our promises yea... all soo gonna come true!

-Updates for the wkends-

Sat late i and bee went to the cathay to catch a movie... CHOCOLATE!! it was cool...hehehee.. should go see if u like action movie!! SO nice to spend time wid baby..aahah

Sun mornin went to escape wid baby...roar.. it was soo hot and i dun realli hv the mood to sit those rides..somemore i hv phobia ..like when i play those rides i will feel giddy and weak.....den den we play go kart first... bee drove me..wahah HE SUPERB!! sooo fast... after tt we headed for the pirate shiP!! OMG... i swear i not goin to play ...i juz went weak and giddy after tt...ROAR!!! i duno why also... den i realli cant play anymore...ahhahaa AFTER WE JUZ WENT HOME!! lol.... funny play awhile onli!! lol... sry baby.. haha...soo we headed to ws to rent dvds and to baby hse...We managed to watch one dvd.. den his aunt called said wan bring him go eat jap food..SOB!! he ask me along but i dun wan coz i dun eat jap food and i ps too..ahha.. .sooo i went home... DEN .. bee suggested after his meal he come my hse to watch the rest of the dvd..WOAHHHH!!! my mum suddenly say he can stay over...SOOO YES!!! beee Stay over at my hse.. wahhaa
We watched dvd till like 1 am. and we slept.... SO NICE TO HV Baby wid me.. =) haaa sry baby tt u gt to slp at the bottom..LOL!!!

nxt day early in the mornin.. i followed him back home... hehehee
he gonna book in at nite... we chilled and play cards and rest... and time juz pass sooo fast.. he gonna go le...Tis time i nv send him coz his camp at cck...sooo far... sob =(((

It was realli a well spent wkend...
i juz love spendin time wid dear dear.. hehehe

TIs wkend bee cant come out.. i am so sad .. and yesterday the silly me juz cried in the nite..coz i cant bear not to see bee..SOB!! he onli come out on sun mornin..and nite muz go in le..HAIZ!!! think of it i jiu sad le..SOmemore he nw at cck.. i feel soo far frm him!!! I MISS HIM!!!

LAstly sry friends.. i cant make it for the celebration..coz i was juz tooo bz wid work.. Is a damn bz period.... =((((

2008-05-17T10:14:00.003+08:00

I AM TIRED!!!!!!!

REALLI TIRED.....

=((((

Hate the unreasonable!!!!

JUz Too SPoilt...

Stop actin like one kid...

I hv my limits

Havent i given in alot...

I hv juz spoilt u i realised...

2008-05-11T10:34:00.003+08:00

A WORST DAY !!!!

Yesterday early in the mornin i and baby met and we headed to east point coz i wanted to buy some organic products for his mum as mother day gift...I bought those things tt coz abt $32!!! Organic wat.... ZZZZ!!! Ok...den we head back to his hse coz after tt his mum going to bring us to a restaurant eat!!! When i knew tt i sure know is organic restaurant one la!! CFM!!!

And it realli is la...IS a called MY BLOOD TYPE restaurant!!! The menu follow our blood typE!! so like i am B.. I eat the B menu!! Ok... SOOo here come the FKING PART!! At the place there is one corner which sell those healthy products la... soooo HIS MUM go there see see look look..ok nvm...SHE GO ASK so much qn..until all the staffs like the manager and chef come out!! AND WAT.. i and baby went to sit at the table waiting for her to finish!! soo we went to look at the menu and already decided wat to eat le..SHE STILL HV NOT FINISH!! NABEI!!SO we at there stone and wait for her like soo long can!!!! She keep askin us go see wat to eat when we already decided long ago..and she juz continue her AUNTY way of asking soo much qn like one sua ku!!

I was at there showin du lan face le..wait until i no appetite la!! NVm... Den finally she come and sit le...and say I hv not look at the menu sia!! HAHAHAA wat a joke..Of coz la...SHE WAS THERE ASKING AND ASKING!! Den when she see the menu she WA... SO ex!! one maincourse is like 30 bucks ma... SOo we told her wat we wan la.. i wan cod fish baby also wan it too... DEN DEN SHE SAY why not share one cod fish... NABEI!! My menu other choices is lamb and beef which i dun eat rite...Cant i order Cod fish??!!!

Den she say she dun eat lo.. She juz drink soup... Wth.. of coz i wont let it happen la..soooo IN THE END i juz say okok.. i SHARE the cod fish.. and her mum ordered her own maincourse!!! FK!! in the end after all the waiting.. wat i ate is..SHARE wid em the soup... SHARE wid em the Maincourse and the desserT!!! oH great!! Noe wat.. they hv one big plate for themselves..AND I??? use one pathetic small side plate to eat!! FK!!! in my life i nv hv such thing happen can!! I FEEL SOO DAMN WEI QU AND SAD at that time!! ANd baby juz go along wid her... WHO EVER THINK OF HOW I FEEL!! Is like it is u who wan come tis place and blame who when the food is ex!! ORGANIC WAT OF COZ EX LA!! TMD!!! SO stingy man!!! How can like tis..If baby is to come wid my family... WE WONT TREAT HIM LIKE TIS LA!!! And his mum fkin lousy can..DUN EVEN HV CREDIT CARD!! lUcky rite.. i n the noon i went to eat burger coz i cant stand it.. i am hungry.. bee still say dun eat la.. at nite we eating... NABEI!!! EAT WAT SHIT SIA!!! the portion is soo lil already yet i hv to share !! ZZZZZ

I kept quiet all along ...ZzzzZ... den i went home myself...let baby pei her home la..When he say wan follow me..she show those like duno wat face la...DEN I SAID I GO HOME MYSELF!! but anyway i dun wanna bee follow too!!! so i went to tm to buy presents for my mum!! FLOWER CAKE AND A CUSHION!!

I reach home like 8.30 i guess..and i ask my mum out to see the presents!! den den we talk...She ask how is my dinner..AND i say till HAlf way i CRIED!! coz i feel damn sad and wei qu abt it.. =(( She say i silly ask me dun cry..>When i say le..she also think i veri poor thing!! Den my dad come out...Console me..HE HELP ME..say his mum realli is like...ZZZZZ but my mum say we muz understand!! i understand ah..tt why i follow to share..but in my heart i juz feel sooo pathetic!!!! Den my dad say Nvm... we will bring u go eat gd de !!! Nw i realli realised own family is the best!! MY FAMILY IS THE BEST!! And i am realli having a gd life... my parents gave me everythin!!!

Wat a day rite...cant afford den dun go and eat!!!! Not as if i wont pay la..I WANTED TO SAY I CAN PAY MYSELF!! but i didnt!!! Beee even stuffed money to her..she juz took it..WTH!! if it was my mum she wont even take..she will juz paY!!! ARghhhh I hate those feelings.... How am i going to live wid her nxt time..I REALLI DUNO!!!

Arghhh a fked up day yesterday!!!

2008-05-10T09:18:00.009+08:00

BABY GREAT FACE!!

SOooo cute isnt it....

HE is sayin come take a look at my blog.. lol

Here i come update wat i hv been doing this wk =)))

I shall briefly say...

1) Have been working happily everyday ...

2) My baby hv some leave times sooo i spend alot of time wid him

3) Received surprises frm my baby...

4) Overall a happy wk for me....

here are some photos taken ... Long time no photos wid baby le hahaa...

SWEET & LOVING X33

Juz soo happy wid u =)

Silly face of u -_-

MUACKZ

HEre is the surprise which he gave to me... =))) i am soo touched and happy can!! It is of much tots and plannings and effort!! I FEEL THE LOVE!! I SEE THE LOVE!!! Thz Babyy....

It started wid the blue cum green small heart...

There is a small passage tt link to....

Blue Cum Green Heart
'

which link to tis

THe BIG RED HEART!!!!

it was hide in one corner /bend which i cant see it at first

Inside hv a baby pooh..Card..flower

Isnt it sweet??

ANother view of it...

Onli u can give me soo much love...everythin u did juz melt me...

It is sooo sweet of u..ANd i wont ever let you go.... =))

I LOVE U BABY!!

2008-05-03T22:15:00.003+08:00

Wednesday

Most of the ns boys can book out coz nxt day is labour day...But my dear dear cant lo...SOB SOB..he hv nite duty..stupid rite...ROAR... but nvm the nxt day i can still see him!! sooo i waas at home listenin to music and here came sy chatting wif me...LOL... DEN she hv web cam ..LOL..OMG..and wat..i saw her and her bf in the web cam!! Wahhaah soo cool can!! they both are juz sooo funny and cute man!!! LOl.... I also wanna hv one too =))) If me i think i will shy lo..they not shy one sia..Whahaa...FUN!!!

Thursday

It is labour day..WOoohooo means no work!! yeaaa...early in the mornin i woke up coz bee end his guard duty at 8 in the mornin..so i went to fetch him frm his camp area de bus stop..and off to his hse...Tiring can..soo early meet him..wahha but but i am happy to see him!! =)) Let him and i rest awhile den den we headed to the E hub at downtown east!! sooo many ppL!! We went to watched iron man!! IS A NICE SHOW!! googogoogo WATCH!!! X333 Kinda disappointed wid the ehub...except the cinema, arcade and bowlin..there is nth much la...the space is big..but i feel abit empty!! Kbox is comin soon there..YIPEE YEAA can we all go sing one day??!! LOl... is near us!! yeaaa... After movie den we headed home le... tiring day ...But i juz simply love the time spent wid my dearest!!

Friday

Tis wk juz pass soso fast....Is like wa seh....so fast wkend lO!! hehhee...and tt is when i can spend time wid baby!! after work i straight go his hse coz he book out veri early sia..whahaha..HAPPY WK LO!!!

2008-04-30T19:03:00.002+08:00

It has been real real long since i blog...Coz i am juz too tired and lazy after work!! Everyday after work i rush home den rush out to white sand to meet bee till 9 plus ...ROAR.. realli drained out and no time ....Waste money also lo..on travelling..Arghhh... but i cant bear nt to see him ma...LOVE MUZ SACRIFICE!!
This wk work hv been quite relaxing for me...Lol....Slackin in office..Eating...wahaha..enjoyin and i realised workin here the time pass soo fast...soo fast is wk end agaiN!! and tml is LABOUR DAY!! woohooo...NO WORK!! YEA!!!

For the past wkends i am veri budget...coz bee also like no money ...SOoo we spent our sat and sun at his hse!! =))) DAMnit...His hse is damn damn hot can...I GO THERE FRESH...RETURN VERI STICKY!! i practically sweat alot at his hse can!!! SENG KANG HAS NO WIND!! fan also no use sia....wTH rite...cant stand!!

And oh ya..MUZ MUZ UPDATE LAST FRI!! lol... After work i went straight down to baby's hse...before i reach i call his hse..>BUT NO ONE ANS!! GREAT!! how am i suppose to go in...sooo i went to compass point first...den after awhile i call again..his mum juz reach home...Den i went lo!! ROAR..awkward can...ME and his MUM onli!! den I sat at the living rm..his mum went to cooK!! We are supposed to gather at mediacorp there at 7.30...NOE WAT... his mum drag here and there duno do wat...7.15 den we leave hse...DIAO LO!!! no sense of time de lo..wahha... Den she at there kan chiong...zzzz Her friend also gt go wid us.SOooo the 3 of us in cab to there..CANT IMAGINE THE ATMOSPHERE SIA! i hv to entertain em wid their AUNTY conversation..I FIND IT DIAO DIAO DIAO One lo... The talk was quite ok la..but i was too tired...wanted to doze of la.. It ended at 10 plus den we cab to sengkang den i take bus home...ROAR!!!
Baby la...cant book out earlier..den leave me wid em..whahaa....

2008-04-21T19:05:00.003+08:00

Personality Test.. -Wat others see u as-

1. When do you feel your best?
a. In the morning
b. During the afternoon and early evening
c. Late at night

2. You usually walk
a. Fairly fast, with long steps
b. Fairly fast, with short, quick steps
c. Less fast, head up, looking the world in the face
d. Less fast, head down
e. Very slowly

3. When talking to people you
a. Stand with your arms folded
b. Have your hands clasped
c. Have one or both your hands on your hips
d. Touch or push the person to whom you are talking
e. Play with your ear, touch your chin, or smooth your hair

4. When relaxing, you sit with
a. Your knees bent with your legs neatly side by side
b. Your legs crossed
c. Your legs stretched out or straight
d. One leg curled under you

5. When something really amuses you, you react with
a. A big, appreciative laugh
b. A laugh, but not a loud one
c. A quiet chuckled. A sheepish smile

6. When you go to a party or social gathering you
a. Make a loud entrance so everyone notices you
b. Make a quiet entrance, looking around for someone you know
c. Make the quietest entrance, trying to stay unnoticed

7. You're working very hard, concentrating hard, and you're interrupted. Do you..
a. Welcome the break
b. Feel extremely irritated
c. Vary between these two extremes

8. Which of the following colors do you like most?
a. Red or orange
b. Black
c. Yellow or light blue
d. Green
e. Dark blue or purple
f. Whiteg. Brown or gray

9. When you are in bed at night, in those last few moments before going to sleep, you lie
a. Stretched out on your back
b. Stretched out face down on your stomach
c. On your side, slightly curled
d. With your head on one arm
e. With your head under the covers

10. You often dream that you are
a. Falling
b. Fighting or struggling
c. Searching for something or somebody
d. Flying or floating
e. You usually have dreamless sleep
f. Your dreams are always pleasant

Points:
1. a. 2 b. 4 c. 6

2. a. 6 b. 4 c. 7 d. 2 e. 1

3. a. 4 b. 2 c. 5 d. 7 e. 6

4. a. 4 b. 6 c. 2 d. 1

5. a. 6 b. 4 c. 3 d. 5 e. 2

6. a. 6 b. 4 c. 2

7. a. 6 b. 2 c. 4

8. a. 6 b. 7 c. 5 d. 4 e. 3 f. 2 g. 1

9. a. 7 b. 6 c. 4 d. 2 e. 1

10. a. 4 b. 2 c. 3 d. 5 e. 6 f. 1

Now add up the total number of points.

Over 60 points: Others see you as someone they should "handle with care" You're seen as vain, self-centered, and who is extremely dominant. Others may admire you, wishing they could be more like you, but don't always trust you, hesitating to become too deeply involved with you.

51 to 60 points: Others see you as an exciting, highly volatile, rather impulsive personality; a natural leader, who's quick to make decisions, though not always the right ones. They see you as bold and adventuresome, someone who will try anything once; someone who takes chances and enjoys an adventure. They enjoy being in your company because of the excitement you radiate.

41 to 50 points: Others see you as fresh, lively, charming, amusing, practical, and always interesting; someone who's constantly in the center of attention, but sufficiently well-balanced not to let it go to their head. They also see you as kind, considerate, and understanding; someone who'll always cheer them up and help them out.

31 to 40 points: Others see you as sensible, cautious, careful and practical. They see you as clever, gifted, or talented, but modest...Not a person who makes friends too quickly or easily, but someone who's extremely loyal to friends you do make and who expect the same loyalty in return. Those who really get to know you realize it takes a lot to shake your trust in your friends, but equally that it takes you a long time to get over it if that trust is ever broken.

21 to 30 points: Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy. They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder. It would really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment, expecting you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then, usually decide against it. They think this reaction is caused partly by your careful nature

Under 21 points: People think you are shy, nervous, and indecisive, someone who needs looking after, who always wants someone else to make the decisions and who doesn't want to get involved with anyone or anything. They see you as a worrier who always sees problems that don't exist. Some people think you're boring. Only those who know you well know that you aren't.

My Analysis :
My total points is 45 =)))

Is rather true for me ..i am practical... I am kind ..I am understandin..LOL....And i am balanced in things..nt too over and nt too les..
Whahahaa..

Are urs accurate???

2008-04-20T22:12:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 8TH MONTH!! X333

SOoo fast.. is our 8th month..We are still soo loving and sweet!! though tis wkends sucks..but at least today i still can spend some time wid u!! i am happy le!! =))) MUAckz..

I LOVE U FOREVER !! muackz...

2008-04-19T22:40:00.003+08:00

Boring Boring Boring!!!

Arghhhh... wat a boring saturday!! =((( In the end i didnt go play badminton wif them...coz i gt my monthly thingy which make my tummy cramp...STUPID!! DARN IT MAN!! wat a day for me today!! haiz... cant see my dear...cant go out... SLACK AND EMO AT HOME!! zzz arghhh sian... =(((

Tml den can see him..haix...sian .. is like one day!! nt even one day i think..half a day...HAIx.. wat can we do sia!!! zzz and nxt day i gt work .. how late can we hang out...WA think of it i sian!!! haix.... even can see him tml i also no mood... TOday i whole day emo..nv talk much..nv smile... lying on bed most of time stoning... playing psp... Argh no life at all!! Bee cant sms me.. worst!!! Haiz.. i am like living zombie!!!

SIAN SIAN SIAN!!! SIANESS!!!

Fkin no mood ...Haix...
I miss him loads and juz wanna spend more time wid him!! SOB!!

2008-04-18T22:06:00.001+08:00

SIAN!!!! WAT A FKED UP WKEND!!

Arghhh...after a bz and tiring 5 days of work..i tot tt wkend can be well spent wid my dear!!! BUT BUT BUT...Haiz.. he cant come out..zzz...sat he come out at midnite....ZZZ CAN DO WAT SIA!!! SIan....LEft onli sun...WTF... And the nxt day i got to work la..cant go out till late also!! SIAN LIAO LA!! haix....

But anyway tml meetin royals for badminton... I wont be bored to death!!! Haix...no mood to post ... =((

2008-04-17T19:12:00.002+08:00

TIREDNESS + ACHEING IS KILLIN ME

Yesterday was the meal presentation whereby all the chef hv to present different sorts of meal tt will be served on plane...And i will be in charge of takin the photos of ALL OF THE FOOD!!!!! U noe wat?? Juz yesterday i took 1054 different kind of food...IS IT EXAGGERATIN??!!! I got soo tired and my body and leg feel soo suan...but we took turns to take the photos... First time ever i see so sooo soo MUCh variety of food!! Chinese.. western.. indian..muslim... salads and appetisers..desserts...ALOT ALOT!! and look soo nice and temptin tt when i am takin the photos i feel hungry!! We missed our lunch time coz there is juz too much photos to be taken and if cant finish it may drag till 7 plus in the nite...

But anyway at abt 2 plus... the indian chef cooked for us..WOOO!! indian cusine...NICE MAN!!! Den we chiong chiong to take finish all the photos and manage to end by 5.30 sharp!! pHew...I tot need to drag!! heng...hehehee... And we ended off eating some desserts made my the chef!! awww..choc moose..cream moose...NICE SIA!!! Gd privillege lo.. =))

Today is much more relaxing..nt as much as yesterday!! i took abt 307 photos ..eheheee... In btw the shooting we went to eat the waffles made by the chef... isnt it gd?! if onli i can take the photos of the food to show u all!!! ROAR!! Den den lunch we ate THAI FOOD!! cooked by chef too..AWWw.w.soo damn nice can!!! hehehee..and before tt we add first class salads and appetiser!! their appetiser is like cold lobster and salmon all de lo..ROAR.. i ate much of it..NICE la... hahahaha....

And we ended early today...abt 3 plus we finish shooting and went back to office to upload of the photos rename it..is half way done coz too much..tml shall continue agaiN!! TMl is the last day of meal presentatioN!! still hv lo...LOL.... My leg is achin like hell le..but i find it veri veri fun!!! =))))

2008-04-15T18:21:00.002+08:00

Yesterday and today was a rather free days for me during work!! coz we had prepared finished our stuffs!! But tml onwards we will be bz!!! lol... Gt meal presentation tml sia!! WOooHOoo fun fuN!!! CAMERA ON!!! and i can see lots of food!! and taste i thinK!! =)))

Today we even cooked porridge in the office pantry la... Woooo Nice sia...they everytime will like cook in the office for staffs to share and eat as lunch!! GD RITE??!?!! sometimes desserts and all..I lookin forward for more!! =))) I spent my mornin helpin them wid the cooking..LOL..ADMIN??? COOKIN??? LINK?? LOL.. ahhahaha but is fuN!! I LOVE IT!!! wooHOoo.. coz is a caterin centre u see...ALL LOVE FOOD!! whahahaha....

I am HAPPY WID MY WORK!! bz tmL!! but i like it!!!

2008-04-15T18:13:00.002+08:00

sry for the late posting..LOl... has been rather tired n lazy after work!! =))

SUn
It is BAKIN DAY!! =)) early in the mornin i went to the library to borrow some cookies and cakes recipes... hee den met weixian and zi at simei!! We spent like 2 hrs finding the ingredients and all after we finalised the recipe!!! Mexician CHoc Cake i thinK!! hahahaa... Den we headed to zi hse...and there we go into the kitchen and start our BAKING!! Mixing... stirring... beating... ANd more..Pics shows u all!!! but wait for xian to upload! hahehaa... den kai joined us!! hahah.. she smart lo noe how to come up to zi hse....nt like sy ...LU CHI!! wahahaaa.... Den our cake is ok by then!! NICE LA!! wooooo.... And YUMMY!!

Den i went to find my bf..ahha sacrifice my mornin and noon wid him!! he was soo upset la..LOL.... but i wan BAKE!! and i bake for him to eat too lo!! whahaha.... coz it was like 6 le..soo i cab down!!! ROAR!!! ANd after tt send him book in!!! hehee

MORE BAKING PLS~!!!! =))))

2008-04-12T22:09:00.002+08:00

OMg... wkends Juz Gone like tis... Sob sob!! Why soo Fast????

Today was a rainy day in the late mornin and noon.. ROar.. i woke up rather early but still feelin tired!! bee ask me go his hse first...initially i was too lazy to go la..lOl..but still i went ard 2 like tis!!! Spend some time wid him den head to plaza sing for our dinner!! RAMEN!!! Ooo JAP FOOD FOR ME?!! surprised tt i ate wid bee..LOl.. coz i dun like jap food!! but but but RAMEN IS NICE CAN!! yummmm.... Den after dinner we went home separately!!! Bee went to his friends bbq gatherin..and i got home... reach home the earliest of all the wkends i spent wid me..abt 8!! and i didnt spened much!! =))))

Tml is sun le..Bee book in day..haiz... how i wish time can stop !!! I juz cant hv enough of hiM!! ROAR!!!

2008-04-12T09:58:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was my first day of work at Sat inflight catering centre!!! ROAR!!! though i was admin rite?? GOD tis job is damn fun can..I dun need to stay in the office all the time one!!! I went to taste the first class meals served on plane!!!! SHUANG DAO RITE??!! coz i was supposed to go a place to take the photos of food prepared by all the big chef!! den gt two tester need to taste the food see the quality gd anot... den they asked me eat too!! LOl..and soo I ATE!! i tell u.. THE FOOD WAS DAMN NICE!! Is first class kind!! The chef help me take out the crab meat frm the shelL!! juz like tis eating and taking photo.. one and a half hr is GONE!! isnt it FUN???!! LOl

AND AND in the office..all i do is editin of the food photos..CUT and paste..ANd soo on..IT IS SOOO SOO FUN AND ENJOYABLE!! =))) Juz nice i love editing kind of things..COol.. and the person i am assistin is goin to give me the editin program nxt wk so i can dl it at hoME!! WAHhahaaa.... Nxt wk gonna be fun and bz for me coz we are goin to a stimulator plane for presentation of those Foods and will be takin photos!!! Cool rite??!?! but too bad my office cant use the net..but anyway i will be bz going to places and the place is damn big can..I will get lost! lOl... WOoo i love my job!! HENG AH!!!!!

Yesterday was my bro bd..HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRO!! hehehe.. he gt soo much presents maN!! i bought him a belt and my mum bought him a psp.. COOL i can play too!! woOHooo.. And we went to had dinner tgt wid babee along too =)) Den after tt i and bee went tm to watch movie..but i was too tired!!! LOL...

I wan faster nxt wk... i wan work!! first time see me enthu rite??!! Lol... I LOVE MY JOB!! X33

2008-04-10T21:05:00.003+08:00

WA WA WA.. i soo long nv come post..suddenly when i come....MY TAG BOARD IS BEING INVADED and FLOODED !!! Thz to SHiyong And KaiLing!! LOl... U all the conversations veri bo liao yaa....LOl.. juz like i and shi yong tt time flood in friendster..Nw change to tag board le sia!! whahahaaa....

BTW all peeps... I AM STARTIN WORK TML!! lol..fast rite?! today evenin gt a call frm my agent..ahha doin admin near airport there..i find convenient coz i hv straight bus there..no.34..hehee Sooo i agreed wid it!! though onli 5.50.. but he is giving me extra 3 dollars everyday for transport!! I zhuan dao in a sense coz airport is near my hse!! =))) TML JIU START LE...scared and nervous..but nt like the first time i worked admin!! hehehee.... WOOOooHoooo $$$$$ comin into my pocket le.... Hope there hv msn ba..soo can chat wid sy and kl...also flood other ppls tag board...wahhahahaaa

I will be workin frm 8.30 to 5.30 same timin as sy ba..Wahhahaa.. WOOooo... happY!! and WX jyjy in findin k..maybe u should go back ur there..but u feel sian... LOL!!!!

TML IS FRI!!! Babee booking out...Wooo My bro bd..and we are goin to celebrate for him wid babee goin along!! wahhahaa... Heard it was SY bf bd too.LOl..muz be out celebratin wid him ya.. lOl...

Sth happen b4 my agent called me ..LOl... My bf mum called me..DIAO DIAO DIAO..i tot wat happen la..DEN NOE WAT??!! she ask me go the beauty and health TALK!! OMG!!! SHe is soo HEalth conscious!! My bf always dun go wid her de..nw she come ask me sia..LOL!!!! i bu hao yi shi to reject la..And at tt time i tot since i nt workin or wat den jiu go lo... SIAN SIAN!! Imagine i and her!! Lol .. den soon after my agent call...LOl...Nw i hv work..den sian... i need to pei her to the talk on the 25th!! Lol..is a fri nite..YAWN!!!! BUt is ok la... LOl..who ask her is my bf mum!! LOl.... muz pei yang gan qing!! but i cant stand her seriously!! wahahaha

I am happy happy gal today!=))

2008-04-08T12:30:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was a bad bad bad day for me.... Early in the mornin i woke up found out tt my throat damn pain and abit like no voice..SIGH..ROyal K box outing gone!!! zzz... den doin nth at home but rest..SOOO BORED!!

In the nite..dear made a big hoohaa out of nth...Great.. Makin me cant slp the whole fkin nite till today mornin 9p.m. And i slept awhile till nw... I hv came to realise...after all tt i had done and the efforts tt i hv made... it is all useless..Den i i might well dun do anything...I shall fk care!!! Wth.. for juz a small thing which arent ur business at all... zzz... watever it is... i am nt goin to be like wat i used to be like..I See no point to treat u like before!!!

After cryin for the whole nite..i am having swollen eyes and headache...Arghh..not worth it at all....I dun think i hv done wrong..maybe to a small extent tt i should let u see...but but...ALRIGHT... i dun wish to say more already....

Wat is trust?? Is there any?? I doubt soo ...

X/3

2008-04-06T10:27:00.002+08:00

Friday

Baby came down to my hse after his book out!! heehee... Ate my mum cooked food...baby loved it x33!!! He came my hse coz i wan to watch the 9p.m show as it is the last episode le...wahahahaha....we hv some nice times spent tgt la... heee! BABY LUCKY LO... my dad initiate to fetch him home...den make me hv to go wid him..>ROAR!!! LAzy me..wahahaha.... Though is a short meetin...but i am juz sooo happy wid dear dear... =)))

Saturday

Headed to babee hse early in the mornin like ard 11 ba... lol...his mum cooked lunch for us..YUMMY too =))) and it is veri VERI HEALTHY !! After tt we chilled and watched movie awhile b4 headin to go to a hse to pray for babee! hehe..IMAGINE..me .babee..and his mum go tgt and pray..LOL... Is nice..coz i wanna spend close wid his family too !! baby nxt wk gonna parachute frm sky le..i veri worried..his mum too..tt why go pray for his safety!!! hope everything will be fine=))) BETTER BE!!!! After prayin ..i and bee went hougang mall to buy his spec de things..den we headed off to plaza sing.. Go cathay watch movie agaiN!! LOl..wooHOooo.. Tis time we quite budget..for dinner..we juz went to foot court and eat..ahaha... But for me nt realli budget..coz i went to get a belt for my bro..his bd nxt fri..Cost me 39.90!! LOL... REalli broke =((( It was a happy day wid dear dear ..i love him to be wid me ..MUackz...

2008-04-04T13:19:00.001+08:00

WOooHOooo New bLogSKin!!!

SPECIAL THZ TO WEI XIAN!!!!

She made it soo nice..edit of pics and all!!

I LOVE MY NEW BLOG SKIN TO BITS!!!

2008-04-04T09:49:00.002+08:00

IS FRI IS FRI IS FRI AGAIN!!!!!!

Wahaha when tis day come i am damn happy and excited!! Lookin forward to the nite =)))

I am bored at home nw..wish time pass faster to the nite!!! =)))

2008-04-02T22:59:00.003+08:00

HAppY DaY!!!!

Today went to celia hse in the noon wid wei xian!! We wanted to play badminton but in the end..becoz weather is too hot at first so we decided to head to celia hse first =)))

We watched korean movie..LOl..Quite nice =)) Wooo korean guy is sooo cool and handsome can!! IRRSISTABLE X33 bUT I ONLI LOVE MY BF!! lol.. Den we played uno stacko after tt.. lol..thrillin..wahaa... later celia made balloons for us...cool...she realli hv the talent sia !! how i wish i dare to squeeze and twist the balloons!! She made me a flower and a bear wid a heart =)) nice!! Weixian darin lo...she learn soo fast and made a doggy..soo cute !! I am juz too weakling..i scared of balloons! Awwww...

In the evenin..i went back first coz babee gt nite out and he came my hse!! LOl.. As usual my parents bought lots of food back...hehehhee.. yum yum...I juz love bee wid me!! sooo sooo happy !!

lookin forward to fri x333

2008-04-01T23:10:00.003+08:00

HAPPY APRIL FOOL DAY!!!

ROar...in the noon kena cheated by KAI LING!! thz daddy =))) lol..and sy soo smart la..nv kena tricked..and she hinted me soo many times..I WAS STILL CONVINCED BY KL!! roar.... They are laughin at me..and i felt stupid !! LOl... Great trick =))

And i used the same trick on my bf la...LOl.. after his trainin when he saw my smses sayin i am goin oversea..he was stunt and sad...DEn when he nite out and come to meet me..i still acted like veri sad tt i hv to part wid him...I make my baby tear sia..DEN i pass him a letter.. inside saying HAPPY APRIL FOOL DAY =)).. lol.. How will i bear to leave u baby..And i wrote a lot of things inside la...

Baby was too sad too read..and he still tot i am goin after reading the letter..den i told him..and show him the HAPPY APRIL FOOL THING!! lol.. wahahaaa HE kena tricked..and yet i can see how sad he was when he noe i am goin oversea..means i am impt to him =))

LOVE U BEE!!!

I AM NT GOING ANYWHERE..I JUZ WAN TO STICK WID U FOREVER =)

A happy day ..coz gt to see bee..muackz... lookin forward to tml nite..the day after..and most happy will be fri..BOOK OUT DAY =))