.Monday, March 10, 2008 ' 10:42 AM Y
Moodless Weekends
Haiz.. I JUZ CANT STOP THINKIN ABT MY RESULTS
EMONESS JUZ GOT OVER ME SUDDENLY
ANYWHERE ANYTIME...
This wkends was nt really well spent wid baby... Haiz... Fri after gettin results baby came my hse...was like emoin..worryin the whole day!! I cried at my hse...haiz..den after tt we headed to plaza sing to eat the durian mango ice...Hope to cool my mind down... It is damn nice la..but i am nt happy =((
after tt we headed to the arcade...as usual played the same whole games...
Sat went to ntu openhouse wid some of the royals...Hmmm..seems like it is veri hard for me to get in..FKIN GP!!! haiz.... No hopes... i noe it in myself...feelin veri fked up and fan for it...SRy baby tt i showed u attitude or being fierce to u..thz for toleratin my nonsense..i juz hv no mood... haiz... We spent almost the whole day at ntu... i gt soo tired after travellin soo far and walkin too much under the hot sun...Got home first and i slept till like 7.30p.m.. ROAR... baby nv got to see me for soo long..sry baby...after much discussions..we went to catch a midnite movie.. Rule No. 1 a horror movie..It is nice..and the twist....
Since sat i did nt realli spend much time wid baby..sun i went to his house veri early... =)) rather well spent.. LOve hIm SOooo MUch!! the past 3 hrs before he booked in i suddenly felt soooo emo.... Haiz..thinkin of my results...thinkin whether bee will leave me anot... HAiz...den den his mum muz talk abt results wid me...sayin wat she noe someone feel eng cant get into uni..blahblahblah... I noe is the fact la...HAiz...HOPES ARE REALLI DASHED... I am sad... I even suddenly teared in front of baby.... ROAR... thz bee for huggin me..for wipin my tears away..thz for tryin to console me =))
HAiz....My future... I CANT SEE IT ....
Can anyone guide me through ?
Labels: Feelin Blue
