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.Wednesday, April 30, 2008 ' 7:03 PM Y

It has been real real long since i blog...Coz i am juz too tired and lazy after work!! Everyday after work i rush home den rush out to white sand to meet bee till 9 plus ...ROAR.. realli drained out and no time ....Waste money also lo..on travelling..Arghhh... but i cant bear nt to see him ma...LOVE MUZ SACRIFICE!!
This wk work hv been quite relaxing for me...Lol....Slackin in office..Eating...wahaha..enjoyin and i realised workin here the time pass soo fast...soo fast is wk end agaiN!! and tml is LABOUR DAY!! woohooo...NO WORK!! YEA!!!

For the past wkends i am veri budget...coz bee also like no money ...SOoo we spent our sat and sun at his hse!! =))) DAMnit...His hse is damn damn hot can...I GO THERE FRESH...RETURN VERI STICKY!! i practically sweat alot at his hse can!!! SENG KANG HAS NO WIND!! fan also no use sia....wTH rite...cant stand!!

And oh ya..MUZ MUZ UPDATE LAST FRI!! lol... After work i went straight down to baby's hse...before i reach i call his hse..>BUT NO ONE ANS!! GREAT!! how am i suppose to go in...sooo i went to compass point first...den after awhile i call again..his mum juz reach home...Den i went lo!! ROAR..awkward can...ME and his MUM onli!! den I sat at the living rm..his mum went to cooK!! We are supposed to gather at mediacorp there at 7.30...NOE WAT... his mum drag here and there duno do wat...7.15 den we leave hse...DIAO LO!!! no sense of time de lo..wahha... Den she at there kan chiong...zzzz Her friend also gt go wid us.SOooo the 3 of us in cab to there..CANT IMAGINE THE ATMOSPHERE SIA! i hv to entertain em wid their AUNTY conversation..I FIND IT DIAO DIAO DIAO One lo... The talk was quite ok la..but i was too tired...wanted to doze of la.. It ended at 10 plus den we cab to sengkang den i take bus home...ROAR!!!
Baby la...cant book out earlier..den leave me wid em..whahaa....

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.Monday, April 21, 2008 ' 7:05 PM Y

Personality Test.. -Wat others see u as-

1. When do you feel your best?
a. In the morning
b. During the afternoon and early evening
c. Late at night

2. You usually walk
a. Fairly fast, with long steps
b. Fairly fast, with short, quick steps
c. Less fast, head up, looking the world in the face
d. Less fast, head down
e. Very slowly

3. When talking to people you
a. Stand with your arms folded
b. Have your hands clasped
c. Have one or both your hands on your hips
d. Touch or push the person to whom you are talking
e. Play with your ear, touch your chin, or smooth your hair

4. When relaxing, you sit with
a. Your knees bent with your legs neatly side by side
b. Your legs crossed
c. Your legs stretched out or straight
d. One leg curled under you

5. When something really amuses you, you react with
a. A big, appreciative laugh
b. A laugh, but not a loud one
c. A quiet chuckled. A sheepish smile

6. When you go to a party or social gathering you
a. Make a loud entrance so everyone notices you
b. Make a quiet entrance, looking around for someone you know
c. Make the quietest entrance, trying to stay unnoticed

7. You're working very hard, concentrating hard, and you're interrupted. Do you..
a. Welcome the break
b. Feel extremely irritated
c. Vary between these two extremes

8. Which of the following colors do you like most?
a. Red or orange
b. Black
c. Yellow or light blue
d. Green
e. Dark blue or purple
f. Whiteg. Brown or gray

9. When you are in bed at night, in those last few moments before going to sleep, you lie
a. Stretched out on your back
b. Stretched out face down on your stomach
c. On your side, slightly curled
d. With your head on one arm
e. With your head under the covers

10. You often dream that you are
a. Falling
b. Fighting or struggling
c. Searching for something or somebody
d. Flying or floating
e. You usually have dreamless sleep
f. Your dreams are always pleasant

Points:
1. a. 2 b. 4 c. 6

2. a. 6 b. 4 c. 7 d. 2 e. 1

3. a. 4 b. 2 c. 5 d. 7 e. 6

4. a. 4 b. 6 c. 2 d. 1

5. a. 6 b. 4 c. 3 d. 5 e. 2

6. a. 6 b. 4 c. 2

7. a. 6 b. 2 c. 4

8. a. 6 b. 7 c. 5 d. 4 e. 3 f. 2 g. 1

9. a. 7 b. 6 c. 4 d. 2 e. 1

10. a. 4 b. 2 c. 3 d. 5 e. 6 f. 1

Now add up the total number of points.

Over 60 points: Others see you as someone they should "handle with care" You're seen as vain, self-centered, and who is extremely dominant. Others may admire you, wishing they could be more like you, but don't always trust you, hesitating to become too deeply involved with you.

51 to 60 points: Others see you as an exciting, highly volatile, rather impulsive personality; a natural leader, who's quick to make decisions, though not always the right ones. They see you as bold and adventuresome, someone who will try anything once; someone who takes chances and enjoys an adventure. They enjoy being in your company because of the excitement you radiate.

41 to 50 points: Others see you as fresh, lively, charming, amusing, practical, and always interesting; someone who's constantly in the center of attention, but sufficiently well-balanced not to let it go to their head. They also see you as kind, considerate, and understanding; someone who'll always cheer them up and help them out.

31 to 40 points: Others see you as sensible, cautious, careful and practical. They see you as clever, gifted, or talented, but modest...Not a person who makes friends too quickly or easily, but someone who's extremely loyal to friends you do make and who expect the same loyalty in return. Those who really get to know you realize it takes a lot to shake your trust in your friends, but equally that it takes you a long time to get over it if that trust is ever broken.

21 to 30 points: Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy. They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder. It would really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment, expecting you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then, usually decide against it. They think this reaction is caused partly by your careful nature

Under 21 points: People think you are shy, nervous, and indecisive, someone who needs looking after, who always wants someone else to make the decisions and who doesn't want to get involved with anyone or anything. They see you as a worrier who always sees problems that don't exist. Some people think you're boring. Only those who know you well know that you aren't.

My Analysis :
My total points is 45 =)))

Is rather true for me ..i am practical... I am kind ..I am understandin..LOL....And i am balanced in things..nt too over and nt too les..
Whahahaa..

Are urs accurate???

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.Sunday, April 20, 2008 ' 10:12 PM Y

HAPPY 8TH MONTH!! X333

SOoo fast.. is our 8th month..We are still soo loving and sweet!! though tis wkends sucks..but at least today i still can spend some time wid u!! i am happy le!! =))) MUAckz..

I LOVE U FOREVER !! muackz...

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.Saturday, April 19, 2008 ' 10:40 PM Y

Boring Boring Boring!!!

Arghhhh... wat a boring saturday!! =((( In the end i didnt go play badminton wif them...coz i gt my monthly thingy which make my tummy cramp...STUPID!! DARN IT MAN!! wat a day for me today!! haiz... cant see my dear...cant go out... SLACK AND EMO AT HOME!! zzz arghhh sian... =(((

Tml den can see him..haix...sian .. is like one day!! nt even one day i think..half a day...HAIx.. wat can we do sia!!! zzz and nxt day i gt work .. how late can we hang out...WA think of it i sian!!! haix.... even can see him tml i also no mood... TOday i whole day emo..nv talk much..nv smile... lying on bed most of time stoning... playing psp... Argh no life at all!! Bee cant sms me.. worst!!! Haiz.. i am like living zombie!!!

SIAN SIAN SIAN!!! SIANESS!!!

Fkin no mood ...Haix...
I miss him loads and juz wanna spend more time wid him!! SOB!!

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.Friday, April 18, 2008 ' 10:06 PM Y

SIAN!!!! WAT A FKED UP WKEND!!

Arghhh...after a bz and tiring 5 days of work..i tot tt wkend can be well spent wid my dear!!! BUT BUT BUT...Haiz.. he cant come out..zzz...sat he come out at midnite....ZZZ CAN DO WAT SIA!!! SIan....LEft onli sun...WTF... And the nxt day i got to work la..cant go out till late also!! SIAN LIAO LA!! haix....

But anyway tml meetin royals for badminton... I wont be bored to death!!! Haix...no mood to post ... =((

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.Thursday, April 17, 2008 ' 7:12 PM Y

TIREDNESS + ACHEING IS KILLIN ME

Yesterday was the meal presentation whereby all the chef hv to present different sorts of meal tt will be served on plane...And i will be in charge of takin the photos of ALL OF THE FOOD!!!!! U noe wat?? Juz yesterday i took 1054 different kind of food...IS IT EXAGGERATIN??!!! I got soo tired and my body and leg feel soo suan...but we took turns to take the photos... First time ever i see so sooo soo MUCh variety of food!! Chinese.. western.. indian..muslim... salads and appetisers..desserts...ALOT ALOT!! and look soo nice and temptin tt when i am takin the photos i feel hungry!! We missed our lunch time coz there is juz too much photos to be taken and if cant finish it may drag till 7 plus in the nite...

But anyway at abt 2 plus... the indian chef cooked for us..WOOO!! indian cusine...NICE MAN!!! Den we chiong chiong to take finish all the photos and manage to end by 5.30 sharp!! pHew...I tot need to drag!! heng...hehehee... And we ended off eating some desserts made my the chef!! awww..choc moose..cream moose...NICE SIA!!! Gd privillege lo.. =))

Today is much more relaxing..nt as much as yesterday!! i took abt 307 photos ..eheheee... In btw the shooting we went to eat the waffles made by the chef... isnt it gd?! if onli i can take the photos of the food to show u all!!! ROAR!! Den den lunch we ate THAI FOOD!! cooked by chef too..AWWw.w.soo damn nice can!!! hehehee..and before tt we add first class salads and appetiser!! their appetiser is like cold lobster and salmon all de lo..ROAR.. i ate much of it..NICE la... hahahaha....

And we ended early today...abt 3 plus we finish shooting and went back to office to upload of the photos rename it..is half way done coz too much..tml shall continue agaiN!! TMl is the last day of meal presentatioN!! still hv lo...LOL.... My leg is achin like hell le..but i find it veri veri fun!!! =))))

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.Tuesday, April 15, 2008 ' 6:21 PM Y

Yesterday and today was a rather free days for me during work!! coz we had prepared finished our stuffs!! But tml onwards we will be bz!!! lol... Gt meal presentation tml sia!! WOooHOoo fun fuN!!! CAMERA ON!!! and i can see lots of food!! and taste i thinK!! =)))

Today we even cooked porridge in the office pantry la... Woooo Nice sia...they everytime will like cook in the office for staffs to share and eat as lunch!! GD RITE??!?!! sometimes desserts and all..I lookin forward for more!! =))) I spent my mornin helpin them wid the cooking..LOL..ADMIN??? COOKIN??? LINK?? LOL.. ahhahaha but is fuN!! I LOVE IT!!! wooHOoo.. coz is a caterin centre u see...ALL LOVE FOOD!! whahahaha....

I am HAPPY WID MY WORK!! bz tmL!! but i like it!!!

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. ' 6:13 PM Y

sry for the late posting..LOl... has been rather tired n lazy after work!! =))

SUn
It is BAKIN DAY!! =)) early in the mornin i went to the library to borrow some cookies and cakes recipes... hee den met weixian and zi at simei!! We spent like 2 hrs finding the ingredients and all after we finalised the recipe!!! Mexician CHoc Cake i thinK!! hahahaa... Den we headed to zi hse...and there we go into the kitchen and start our BAKING!! Mixing... stirring... beating... ANd more..Pics shows u all!!! but wait for xian to upload! hahehaa... den kai joined us!! hahah.. she smart lo noe how to come up to zi hse....nt like sy ...LU CHI!! wahahaaa.... Den our cake is ok by then!! NICE LA!! wooooo.... And YUMMY!!

Den i went to find my bf..ahha sacrifice my mornin and noon wid him!! he was soo upset la..LOL.... but i wan BAKE!! and i bake for him to eat too lo!! whahaha.... coz it was like 6 le..soo i cab down!!! ROAR!!! ANd after tt send him book in!!! hehee

MORE BAKING PLS~!!!! =))))

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.Saturday, April 12, 2008 ' 10:09 PM Y

OMg... wkends Juz Gone like tis... Sob sob!! Why soo Fast????

Today was a rainy day in the late mornin and noon.. ROar.. i woke up rather early but still feelin tired!! bee ask me go his hse first...initially i was too lazy to go la..lOl..but still i went ard 2 like tis!!! Spend some time wid him den head to plaza sing for our dinner!! RAMEN!!! Ooo JAP FOOD FOR ME?!! surprised tt i ate wid bee..LOl.. coz i dun like jap food!! but but but RAMEN IS NICE CAN!! yummmm.... Den after dinner we went home separately!!! Bee went to his friends bbq gatherin..and i got home... reach home the earliest of all the wkends i spent wid me..abt 8!! and i didnt spened much!! =))))

Tml is sun le..Bee book in day..haiz... how i wish time can stop !!! I juz cant hv enough of hiM!! ROAR!!!

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. ' 9:58 AM Y

Yesterday was my first day of work at Sat inflight catering centre!!! ROAR!!! though i was admin rite?? GOD tis job is damn fun can..I dun need to stay in the office all the time one!!! I went to taste the first class meals served on plane!!!! SHUANG DAO RITE??!! coz i was supposed to go a place to take the photos of food prepared by all the big chef!! den gt two tester need to taste the food see the quality gd anot... den they asked me eat too!! LOl..and soo I ATE!! i tell u.. THE FOOD WAS DAMN NICE!! Is first class kind!! The chef help me take out the crab meat frm the shelL!! juz like tis eating and taking photo.. one and a half hr is GONE!! isnt it FUN???!! LOl

AND AND in the office..all i do is editin of the food photos..CUT and paste..ANd soo on..IT IS SOOO SOO FUN AND ENJOYABLE!! =))) Juz nice i love editing kind of things..COol.. and the person i am assistin is goin to give me the editin program nxt wk so i can dl it at hoME!! WAHhahaaa.... Nxt wk gonna be fun and bz for me coz we are goin to a stimulator plane for presentation of those Foods and will be takin photos!!! Cool rite??!?! but too bad my office cant use the net..but anyway i will be bz going to places and the place is damn big can..I will get lost! lOl... WOoo i love my job!! HENG AH!!!!!

Yesterday was my bro bd..HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRO!! hehehe.. he gt soo much presents maN!! i bought him a belt and my mum bought him a psp.. COOL i can play too!! woOHooo.. And we went to had dinner tgt wid babee along too =)) Den after tt i and bee went tm to watch movie..but i was too tired!!! LOL...

I wan faster nxt wk... i wan work!! first time see me enthu rite??!! Lol... I LOVE MY JOB!! X33

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.Thursday, April 10, 2008 ' 9:05 PM Y

WA WA WA.. i soo long nv come post..suddenly when i come....MY TAG BOARD IS BEING INVADED and FLOODED !!! Thz to SHiyong And KaiLing!! LOl... U all the conversations veri bo liao yaa....LOl.. juz like i and shi yong tt time flood in friendster..Nw change to tag board le sia!! whahahaaa....

BTW all peeps... I AM STARTIN WORK TML!! lol..fast rite?! today evenin gt a call frm my agent..ahha doin admin near airport there..i find convenient coz i hv straight bus there..no.34..hehee Sooo i agreed wid it!! though onli 5.50.. but he is giving me extra 3 dollars everyday for transport!! I zhuan dao in a sense coz airport is near my hse!! =))) TML JIU START LE...scared and nervous..but nt like the first time i worked admin!! hehehee.... WOOOooHoooo $$$$$ comin into my pocket le.... Hope there hv msn ba..soo can chat wid sy and kl...also flood other ppls tag board...wahhahahaaa

I will be workin frm 8.30 to 5.30 same timin as sy ba..Wahhahaa.. WOOooo... happY!! and WX jyjy in findin k..maybe u should go back ur there..but u feel sian... LOL!!!!

TML IS FRI!!! Babee booking out...Wooo My bro bd..and we are goin to celebrate for him wid babee goin along!! wahhahaa... Heard it was SY bf bd too.LOl..muz be out celebratin wid him ya.. lOl...

Sth happen b4 my agent called me ..LOl... My bf mum called me..DIAO DIAO DIAO..i tot wat happen la..DEN NOE WAT??!! she ask me go the beauty and health TALK!! OMG!!! SHe is soo HEalth conscious!! My bf always dun go wid her de..nw she come ask me sia..LOL!!!! i bu hao yi shi to reject la..And at tt time i tot since i nt workin or wat den jiu go lo... SIAN SIAN!! Imagine i and her!! Lol .. den soon after my agent call...LOl...Nw i hv work..den sian... i need to pei her to the talk on the 25th!! Lol..is a fri nite..YAWN!!!! BUt is ok la... LOl..who ask her is my bf mum!! LOl.... muz pei yang gan qing!! but i cant stand her seriously!! wahahaha

I am happy happy gal today!=))

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.Tuesday, April 08, 2008 ' 12:30 PM Y

Yesterday was a bad bad bad day for me.... Early in the mornin i woke up found out tt my throat damn pain and abit like no voice..SIGH..ROyal K box outing gone!!! zzz... den doin nth at home but rest..SOOO BORED!!

In the nite..dear made a big hoohaa out of nth...Great.. Makin me cant slp the whole fkin nite till today mornin 9p.m. And i slept awhile till nw... I hv came to realise...after all tt i had done and the efforts tt i hv made... it is all useless..Den i i might well dun do anything...I shall fk care!!! Wth.. for juz a small thing which arent ur business at all... zzz... watever it is... i am nt goin to be like wat i used to be like..I See no point to treat u like before!!!

After cryin for the whole nite..i am having swollen eyes and headache...Arghh..not worth it at all....I dun think i hv done wrong..maybe to a small extent tt i should let u see...but but...ALRIGHT... i dun wish to say more already....

Wat is trust?? Is there any?? I doubt soo ...

X/3

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.Sunday, April 06, 2008 ' 10:27 AM Y

Friday

Baby came down to my hse after his book out!! heehee... Ate my mum cooked food...baby loved it x33!!! He came my hse coz i wan to watch the 9p.m show as it is the last episode le...wahahahaha....we hv some nice times spent tgt la... heee! BABY LUCKY LO... my dad initiate to fetch him home...den make me hv to go wid him..>ROAR!!! LAzy me..wahahaha.... Though is a short meetin...but i am juz sooo happy wid dear dear... =)))

Saturday

Headed to babee hse early in the mornin like ard 11 ba... lol...his mum cooked lunch for us..YUMMY too =))) and it is veri VERI HEALTHY !! After tt we chilled and watched movie awhile b4 headin to go to a hse to pray for babee! hehe..IMAGINE..me .babee..and his mum go tgt and pray..LOL... Is nice..coz i wanna spend close wid his family too !! baby nxt wk gonna parachute frm sky le..i veri worried..his mum too..tt why go pray for his safety!!! hope everything will be fine=))) BETTER BE!!!! After prayin ..i and bee went hougang mall to buy his spec de things..den we headed off to plaza sing.. Go cathay watch movie agaiN!! LOl..wooHOooo.. Tis time we quite budget..for dinner..we juz went to foot court and eat..ahaha... But for me nt realli budget..coz i went to get a belt for my bro..his bd nxt fri..Cost me 39.90!! LOL... REalli broke =((( It was a happy day wid dear dear ..i love him to be wid me ..MUackz...

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.Friday, April 04, 2008 ' 1:19 PM Y

WOooHOooo New bLogSKin!!!

SPECIAL THZ TO WEI XIAN!!!!

She made it soo nice..edit of pics and all!!

I LOVE MY NEW BLOG SKIN TO BITS!!!

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. ' 9:49 AM Y

IS FRI IS FRI IS FRI AGAIN!!!!!!

Wahaha when tis day come i am damn happy and excited!! Lookin forward to the nite =)))

I am bored at home nw..wish time pass faster to the nite!!! =)))

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.Wednesday, April 02, 2008 ' 10:59 PM Y

HAppY DaY!!!!

Today went to celia hse in the noon wid wei xian!! We wanted to play badminton but in the end..becoz weather is too hot at first so we decided to head to celia hse first =)))

We watched korean movie..LOl..Quite nice =)) Wooo korean guy is sooo cool and handsome can!! IRRSISTABLE X33 bUT I ONLI LOVE MY BF!! lol.. Den we played uno stacko after tt.. lol..thrillin..wahaa... later celia made balloons for us...cool...she realli hv the talent sia !! how i wish i dare to squeeze and twist the balloons!! She made me a flower and a bear wid a heart =)) nice!! Weixian darin lo...she learn soo fast and made a doggy..soo cute !! I am juz too weakling..i scared of balloons! Awwww...

In the evenin..i went back first coz babee gt nite out and he came my hse!! LOl.. As usual my parents bought lots of food back...hehehhee.. yum yum...I juz love bee wid me!! sooo sooo happy !!

lookin forward to fri x333

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.Tuesday, April 01, 2008 ' 11:10 PM Y

HAPPY APRIL FOOL DAY!!!

ROar...in the noon kena cheated by KAI LING!! thz daddy =))) lol..and sy soo smart la..nv kena tricked..and she hinted me soo many times..I WAS STILL CONVINCED BY KL!! roar.... They are laughin at me..and i felt stupid !! LOl... Great trick =))

And i used the same trick on my bf la...LOl.. after his trainin when he saw my smses sayin i am goin oversea..he was stunt and sad...DEn when he nite out and come to meet me..i still acted like veri sad tt i hv to part wid him...I make my baby tear sia..DEN i pass him a letter.. inside saying HAPPY APRIL FOOL DAY =)).. lol.. How will i bear to leave u baby..And i wrote a lot of things inside la...

Baby was too sad too read..and he still tot i am goin after reading the letter..den i told him..and show him the HAPPY APRIL FOOL THING!! lol.. wahahaaa HE kena tricked..and yet i can see how sad he was when he noe i am goin oversea..means i am impt to him =))

LOVE U BEE!!!

I AM NT GOING ANYWHERE..I JUZ WAN TO STICK WID U FOREVER =)

A happy day ..coz gt to see bee..muackz... lookin forward to tml nite..the day after..and most happy will be fri..BOOK OUT DAY =))

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. ' 11:34 AM Y

These days my emotions juz got over me and i realli duno why! I juz gt soo emo..soo frustrated and soo irritated veri easily!! Is this the month of emoness?? Am i always thinking too much?? Am i always thinking the negative?? I dun wish to but i juz cant stop thinkin... To be realistic i hv to think..everything cant go on soo smoothly and happily forever isnt it?? In this world there arent fairy tales!! LIKE DUH.. HAPPILY FOREVER??!! Who dun wish to be wid ur love one happily forever? But but there bound to be obstacles in the way and who noes wat will happen in the future! I am scared ..real scared! I dun wish to lose my love ones...

And because of my emotions tis days...my baby is the most poor thing! Sry baby.. i dun wish to vent all my emotions at you! haix.. i juz cant control coz i am realli scared! I dun wish u to leave me one day..I wan u forever in my life! PLs dun be the past you...for me will u nt be the same?? i hope soo... I LOVE YOU BABY! nt tt i dun trust u..juz tt sometimes u make me think twice! Arghhh..why am i soo emotional... I and baby are like soo loving and happy tgt..why i always think of the worst?? Arghh. i juz cant help it...too afraid to lose him i guess=((

WITHOUT YOU...

I duno who i am

I duno where can i go

I duno how am i going to live

WITHOUT YOU...

My life will be meaningless..

You are my air..

I need you to live!!

Babee.. I juz cant live without you..

You are my everything..

You are my life..

I x33 u

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